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My name is Jesse I'm young enough to learn.
But old enough to understand.
I don't know if love is true. Prove me wrong & show me.
I'm emotional and get jealous easily.
I can live with that.
I brush my teeth 2 times a day.
Everything is in order.
I'm impossible to live with.
I'm sarcastic & moody sometimes.
And i suffer with hyper ness But it's not such a bad thing.
I'm really just a really happy kid.
You think i'm ashamed of the scars on my body?
No. No i'm not.
I've learned from my mistakes.
I love the person i have become.
And i plan on keeping it that way.
I've thought about topping myself a fair few times.
It's not worth it.
I'm still here for a reason.
I'm afraid of falling for someone.
I'm scared of having someone be the reason i live.
Having to trust them with my life.
To have them fuck me over.
It's happened before.
I'm soft-hearted.
And sometimes i think i care a little too much Even though it might not show.
I've been let down.
I've had my heart broken.
Friends killing themselves.
Been beaten up and bullied.
But i'm not afraid of falling down.
Cause i love getting back up again.
I admit. Sometimes i feel life is getting the better of me.
And i will hold the knife.
Feel ugly and used.
Think about ending it.
Cause thats what most teenagers do.
Don't say i'm being emo.
I cry and hurt just like everyone else.
And everyone always does.
99% of the time im happy.
I dance around shopping centres singing so loud.
I climb tree's.
Spakka dance on trains.
I'm an original retard.
Dance around my room in my boxers singing taking back sunday into my hair brush Cause i wanna be a rock star.
Jealous?

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