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Age: 2008
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Joined On: Feb 21, 2008
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I am Brittni. I have many flaws. I don't want to be judged. People around me think that I am depressed. I'm not. I am a happy person. I can be a bitch, because I am blunt. If you do not like the truth, I suggest that you do not talk to me. I am not a whore. I have many friends. Most of them do not care about me, and I am okay with that. I am writing a book. I lie a lot. I tend to go off alone. I don't like people that cheat. I get angry for stupid reasons. In seventh grade, I had to restart buying CD's because all of mine were... misplaced. There is a boy that claims that he is in love with me down the hall. I write about stupid stuff. I get very distracted by shiny things. (Ryan is going to throw pennies out of his car window into the middle of the street so I will run and pick them all up.) My friends don't like me. I don't think they ever will. I don't like my school. (Way too big, I get lost.) I freak out if I don't walk in a straight line. I look down when I walk. I clean a lot. If I am sad, I clean. I like pictures. If you really feel the need to know more about me, please just talk to me.
PART TWO
My other heroes... Cadi; Olivia Delfino loves you. Trevor; Tyler; Sedgewick; Matt; Brennan; Shawn; Dylan; Nick; Mike; Courtney; Mackenzie; Melissa; Danny; Alex; Holdon; Lacy; Austin; Greg; Lissy; DIANNA. enough said;; if you want to be on my list of heroes for my poems in english, tell me and i'll put you in. :)
HEROES.
Sean Edward Peterson and Josh... I was told to write a blog about these two guys because they are like the awesomest old people I know. They're not old, only like twenty-one. I just wanted to call them old so they'd get mad at me. ANYWAYS. Josh taught me a lot of what I know about everything. He took a class at Arizona State about body language. He taught me how to look at things. Really look at them. Analize everything. He taught me how to see if a guy liked me. Stance. Voice. Walking. Everything was crammed into my head. At first I thought that it was stupid, then after a while, I became amused. That is why I scrutinize every little action people make. I wonder if I should have listened to him. I mean, honestly. My life "theory" comes from a boy who taught me how to not get a hangover after I drink a lot. Oddly enough, I think that he is one of my best friends. :) Sean on the other hand, he is the one who taught me what love is. Seriously. He told me that I didn't love him, and the first time I told him I did, he told me to shut the hell up. (I was ruining the moment.) We were together for like six or seven months, and BAM! He cheats. With Erin. Technically, he wasn't cheating on me, technically, he was cheating on Erin. I got over it within like a week, but it's always stuck with me. (That's why I don't let very many people into my life because I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT..) Anyways, yes, these "men" are my heroes. <3
Curiousity
???? Has the world been ending for the past year and a half now? I mean, seriously. Has the world just shot down to hell? When did all of these things take place? Over the weekend? A coupld of weeks ago? And why pretend that nothing happened? I must say, (Coming from my inner bitch) that I am actually sort of happy that it is happening. :) Sorry, if your reading this and all. I'm here again A thousand miles away from you A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard Thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole I've come undone But you make sense of who I am Like puzzle pieces in your eye Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole! I tried so hard! So hard! I tried so hard! Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole So you can make me whole
My_Name_is_Consequence
never heard that song before, i'll try to find
it...i've heard of the band before though... they're
good...i feel pretty cool to be your hero, one time a
teacher at my school told another teacher i was they're
hero, i wasn't supposed to know, but it makes me happy
that adults are envious of me...it's good you're not
pregnant, it's cool that you're a virgin i guess, i
don't think i would care either way, that's not
something i do. if you have sex it's cool, if you don't
that's cool too...That's stupid about Shawn. It sucks
he's in love with someone who cheats on him all the
time, i know a kid like that. But i guess it's more
complicated than that if you're in love with him... i
can't imagine how confusing that must be for you. my
advice is to wait it out... if he's right for you,
he'll come to you... if not, it was never meant to
be...I hate hypocrites... though i've been a hypocrite
about pretty much the same subject... so that just
further proves i'm a hypocrite. i don't know if he is
scared... maybe just...preoccupied...he'll come around
if it was meant to be... i'm a tough example, i don't
really let anyone into my life...if you're talking
romantically the best i can give you is hypotheticals,
because i'm taken... you wouldn't be a bad person to be
with, you're a fun kid...sorry if i'm reading into it
too far... if guess i think about you too.. you've
helped me alot, focus my thoughts and such... you've
kinda been like my daily therapy session...haha.
thanks, by the way, for listening when i have something
to say....it's nice to have someone who cares...no,
it's not weird. hope today is better for you...see ya
around, kiddo
posted 10 hours ago
X_My Name Is Ted_X
how was ur weekend?
posted 2 days ago
My_Name_is_Consequence
amazing, i'm glad i'm one of your heroes, this makes me
happy, what made you decide i was your hero? i'm ok,
happy yesterday was mother's day to you too... though
niether of us are mothers...anyway, that sucks about
you're dad and the investigation. well, if he's not
abusing you then the investigation will just end there,
right? though it sucks you have to go through all the
trouble of being investigated. how did your school and
parents read your e-mail? i'll tell you mine later when
i have time, but i'll prolly do it in a message....see
ya later, hope things start looking up for you soon....
posted 2 days ago
My_Name_is_Consequence
sounds good, i'll be here waiting... congrats on the
laptop, i wish i had one...
posted 3 days ago
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posted 4 days ago
My_Name_is_Consequence
haha, sounds like fun...you go first though...
posted 6 days ago
X_My Name Is Ted_X
yes it pretty cool wb utah?
posted 1 week ago
X_My Name Is Ted_X
PL. Wisconsin
posted 1 week ago