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Age:  16

Location:  probally at home or somewhere...

Joined On:  Oct 02, 2006

Occupation:  band buddie

Website:  www.myspace.com/frailheart

 
 

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(if u hate ppl who cant spell dont read this!!!)not relly too much fun...dont like too many ppl.(mostly red-necks wiggers..alamost hate...ya hate)i like to fall in "love"(i love that feel good feeling)like Emo's(Emo isent guys wearing tight pants 95%of that crap is ppl bieng posers)and hardcore kids ppl who are just too hyper get on my nervs unless i know them good i like to 2 step 3step nothing ski step spin kick (like to mosh dance) but im not random at all i relly like to stay on 1 subject when im talking to ppl on the phone.Im not relly quiet and conseled but im not loud and open (more quiet and conseled than ne thing tho) i like to talk to my freinds about my problems and worries i'v been told im "nice" sensitive"good at lisining"empathetic" i get relly emoshinal about next to everything im relly defensive dont relly like life too much.but while im here mite as well make it fun eh?Dont like to get round house kicks to the face that hurts..im guessing...but i have a hard time makeing freinds and trusting ppl so when i do my freinds and trusted are my life and loved.i hate ppl who blow ppl's problems off and dont mind it when some 1 is hurt.A trust betrayed in my opinyon is the sublimest of offences and i DONT EVER do secknd chances ever except for maci but thats a long story.i hate gossips and slanders.dont relly think too highly of politicks(thank my step father for that)um i like runescape if ur ever on look up "Look Att Me" thats my account i like to play guitar and iv been called "good" be4 but im not relly good.i like ppl who are nice sensitive trustable(hard to find them)im not relly complex relly im emo and blone so not much too me had a love but things turned out wrong(not in my favor)so what do i do?i get my buddies and write a song about it i like to share my emo's with my good freinds and trusted (like 2 ppl) Maci(love you)and Zak D i like to make ppl fell better and try to make ppl know its alright and feel bad for them and make them feel important because i like it when ppl do that for me i guess.i like to remember the good times(but not the bad) the bad just seems to stay inevetabully so i let it.i try to um...um........nothing relly i dont like some rules and ne who says "your too young to fall in love"is wrong to the ninth degree.dont relly got a life im not a nerd i just choose not to get mixed um in alot of stuff.I like romances and such i like the feeling of hope and security (however fals it might be.).i like it when ppl.....um....care....i guess.i like ppl who are real.Hipockercy is the biggest problem in this world that and lies.i want to learn to speak german but everything is so hard to pronounce.ok lets devote a littel bit to ppl who cheat...ppl who cheat are cowards and desreve death because they play ppl get there trust try to "get the best of both worlds"(or more)give ppl fals hope and it hurts.so ya ppl who go out for like a month or so arent ne better well mebe a littel bit depending in with the circumstance they break up.If u say ur in "love"its cool but if u tell some body that then they break up with u and u call em a bitch or bastard then i'd question wether it was reel but the word "love"is tossed around too much thus the word becomes deluted and looses alot of its true meening here lemme give u one of the defination for love "if ur not willing to die for it its not love"so think about it next time u say"i love fried chicken"think about that would u die for.....fried chicken?rednecks.....dont answer that b/c i no yall are dumb enough to say yes.so i justify myself in saying i love Maci b/c id die for her(u no what i meen Maci its not a guilt trip its the truth).and she broke up with me but i still love her.i have obseshions/adictions namley guitar hope love music emo just some for ya.As for those who cuss I do it sometimes to give a joke a lil more funnyness or when i get straight pist.So no judgement from me with me its a black or white opinyon(no damnit its not a racist comment!)(go doun to see what i think of racists) i either like sumpthing or hate it i like like Maci i h8 Pete(relly hate)i hate guys who flirt with outher guys girlfreinds because that relly hurts and ne1 whoes with me lets start a riot aginst guys like that!Hate preverts they are just not worthy of bieng herd and never should have been blessed with speech...um dont like jocks either...ppl whoes life is consumed by sports to u i say good luck with ur future alchole abuse and i relly dont give a damn who wins.but to my freinds who like sports good luck and i hope u win...ok thats about as twofaced as i get.(but theyre my freind and if they wernt i'd say the same to them as i said to u but i cant b/c i like em lots) dont like to hear when some 1 gets relly hurt b/c iv been relly hurt be4 in alamost every area...except sexual.so im alwayse up for talking all you got to do is start and ill do my best to healp and to u guys who abuse wemon children mentally or phisckaly hell is a hot place but u deserve it they got a special place there for ya hope you have fun whiel u feel wat u dished out outhers 10 fold.energy drinks will rule the world!Monster is the best...wich one?all of em.in the way of drugs....pot should definatally be legilaised b/c it makes ppl feel good =) untill they axidently wake up sober and adickted =(.And think u can tell alot from ppl by what they'er fave quotes are so heres some of mine..."lets break out the shotguns we're going to toun"(Norma Jean)"with thease diamonds cut you're throat code red cut throat victim"(Norma Jean)"i cling to memmories whiel falling"(killswitch engage)"sleep brings relief and the hope of a new day wakeing the misery of biend without you"(killswitch engage)"the bullet never lies and time will prove all things"(The Chariot)"I passed by you and saw you kicking about in youre own blood"(The Chariot)"I'm chokeing on someone elses blood"(The Chariot)"youre hands are tied to blind men whoes hands are tied to blind men figure eight this pistel is my minestry"(The Chariot)"when you fall so spent from emotion she is what brings you to you're feet when clallenges lie on the virge of distruction she pulls you back and she gives you wings Death cant hold you as tight as she will"(Atreyu)"Can you prescribe a way not to die alone"(Zao)"my sight finally returns only to see my hands coverd in innocent blood"(Zao)"painted with innocent blood"(Zao)"now she mooves with a predators guiel beyond the fire lit circel of life she soothes you're cold heaart for a whiel maches its beet ,synching in with a knife"(Cradel of filth)"six feet deep is the insishion .in my heart that barless prison"(Cradel of filth)"you're voice was the soundtrack of my summer"(Boys Like Girls)"i dont wanna ever love anouther"(Boys Like Girls)"but you alwayse find a way to keep me rite here waiting"(Staind).I ma convinced that all racists are a creation from the bowls of hell and deserve to be killed bu fire or some painful way like mebe be torn in 4 ?or steaked?or have there skin ripped off in 1" sections and sprinkeld in salt whiel burninf nad staked ya thats good =).Cause damnit white ppl are just as good as blacks and vice versa and ne 1 who says diffrent well ummmmmm.....go to hell!that meand no more rednecks!i h8 rednecks with a pashion i love to hate em they are dumb ane ugly and stupid and make fun of thereselves so no need to make fun of em.but all that b.s that wemon are more complicated than men ya rite im more complex than most girls out there so o. m .g quit saying that sure u might get a lil laugh from the ppl but ur look like a dumb ass so for damns-sake stop saying that....damnit!ok now comes the part where i tell u bout my freinds!yaya they are the best!(but er1 says that)Jansen(6 yrs),ZAK(like 5 yrs)Zak(4 yrs),Maci(10 months)Kaitlyn(like 5 months)Timmy(Salad/Matt)(like 2 months)Lindsey(3 yrs)and i hope to hell i dident forget ne 1 if i did and u see this sorry if not then good =)Jansen can play drums like you cant f'in belive he was my first freind when we were all like this song needs alot more drums and wed sit there and say what we thout of it when niether of us could play at all,ZAK is a wild as hell goofy wicked awasome random giuitar playing emo dressing hyperest kid ever,Zak was my first freind in middelschool and hes been there er sence,Maci was my first love and she's been so real and never gone to shit like most ppl shes relly nice and genuwine stands up for me when i dont even do it,Kaitlynis just like rott ur teeth out nice and its alamost annoying how nice she is she worryies a lil bit but is one of the niceist ppl i'v ever met,Timmy(Salad/Matt)has an awasome sence of humor is a wicked awasome bassist a relly nice guy and hes not all drama hes real and lets face it who the hell can respond to three names like all of them are his real name?Lindsey can play rythem guitar like no bodys buisness and besides hes got mony.yes!nono!j/k j/k!he can make me laugh at his littel jokes ne day and hes fun as hell,but bout emo's rednecks wigger and rapper types well id say the best was emo because the sterotype of all of 'em was observed and probally it was the extreemists being observed so heres my resoning behind emo's r the best.Ok so wiggers and rapper types baggy cloathes,drugs,mony,guns,cheeting,E.T sized glasses in the middel of night steeling,and raceisim and dumb freeking music.rednecks dumping there wives,gettting drunk,trailor parks,killing innocent anmials for "fun",and agin with the sucky twangy stupid music,and dogs...in both catagories both have faild miserabully as mates,responseabullity and just freeking common sence but emos(most all hardcore groops)u break up with em and they hurt (and dont say hoe ill forget u...thats not love in the firstplace)and they take it out on themselves(cutting)so they dont take anger out on er1 else.they dont drink because they are at home thinking bout how hurt they are(or blogging) and they dont kill because it makes em cry to do that...and honestly when was the last time u herd of an emo kid sneaking a gun into a school and killing innocents?so thats my resoning ne comments? but if youve taken the time to read all this then wow cause it took me a longggggg time to type so um by i guess!...Maci the thing bout bieng my angel without wings its a song and the point of it is well ill just tell u what it says u'v probally herd it it goes "hold her in ur right hand and guide her safley home brush away all the thorns and all the stones when i,i was dying u never left my side ur alwayse alwayse there for me ur alwayse alwayse there for me ur my angel without wings u r alwayse there for me u were alwayse without wings." ROCK AND ROLL BABY!

 
 
May 17

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myspace me i dont get on here ne more or rarely...later....url is frailheart,name derek pantone,scren name dude the vacume WILL PICK IT UP!

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-Cutie3-

How can you just forget? hahh hmm...lemme see, what to
talk about ahh howa bout just name something that is
your absolute favorite

-Cutie3-

but shows you don't care what people think of
you..gotta lotta character and I bet you're crazy after
people get to know you, or thats just how it seems

-Cutie3-

all that sounds good for a guy to like...except skinny
jeans blehhk I don't like them, or well I don't think I
could pull that look off..What I like about a guy is
first of all he HAS to be able to make me laugh and
smile, and not call me hot cause I hate that word..I
want him to be funny and serious when necessary and
sweet, playful, I want something different from me
cause I'm shy and I need an opposite..I kinda like the
preppy look but I don't want them preppy and stuck up
and I Like a little muscle on guys I want em to be
strong..well stronger than me at least and I swear I
could go on and on and on about what I like about/in
guys hah

-Cutie3-

Hahah on their toes? ok whats something else you find
cute about girls? oh yeah I for one have some
experience on a golf cart as well...along with your
advice there's more..I now know that golf carts are not
for offroading, I mean I was going all through the
woods and stuff, ran into stumps and trees..then got
back on the road and the stupid thing almost blew up
haha and just stopped in the middle of the road..we
were trying to push it back home and everything..it was
quite sad haha

-Cutie3-

you'll just have to tell me about all your experiences
then hah, oooo so I guess I am little compared to you

-Cutie3-

Haha aww thats cute, you just turned 16, I'm older and
wiser aha, but I'm actually pretty tall I'm almost
5'7..please tell me you're taller than that, cause
there's a bunch of guys I'm taller than..it sucks..I
don't like being taller than people, But if little girl
is whatcha like..you can still call me that hah

XxJennaXxO [You Guys Will Be …

Umm im really sick

-Cutie3-

awwh :[ you can do it for me :] hah, Little girl eh?
ahah I just got over being sick blehhh.. lol I turned
16 last year..waiting in the birthday for this one..but
its July 22 so I still gotta bit...what about you?

 
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