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You told me you liked me just the way i was. I thought you were perfect, knowing that i wasn't. Other girls tore us apart. They were everything you wanted in a girlfriend. I was the complete opposite of them. And still yet you lied straight to me face. How could you. The girl that you wanted wasn't me. You made me feel special. But in the end you just let me fall and break. You weren't even there to catch me. Or even fix your mistakes. Now that its long over, you say that you'll always love me, and I was your first love. You still say I'm everything you want. I can't turn to you when my world falls apart. I can't seem to count on you for anything, but to screw everything up. I'm no longer pretending that this isn't the end of you and me. We're long over due to forget me and you. We weren't going to well. Are you aware of how many times you broken my heart and have torn me apart? I never really faced the fact that you were the worst boyfriend ever. I'm finally happy and you've set out to make it all fall apart. You've made my best friends believe that your perfect for me, also resulting with them hating the new part of me. the part you couldn't live up to. he helped me pick myself off of the ground. He fixed the long forever broken heart. I was tired of trying, he showed me that its ok to go on. That not all guys are the way you are. He showed me that he'll be there to catch me, and won't be the one who makes me fall. you made me feel as if i was drowning. You never even cared. You left me heavily broken. Not even willing to pick up the pieces. Your not my only one. Everything I said was straight from the heart. I did love you, but now thats all gone. Its been long since deflated. You've been replaced. I don't need you anymore. It all fell apart. I'm not going to let you break me anymore. My heart belongs to another now, in which he's going to keep safe in his embrace. he lets me know that he cares. he lets me know that he truly does love me. He tells me I'm beautiful and I know he's telling the truth. He does like me the way I am. He's not letting other girls, or other people tear us apart. He's succeeding at all the things you could not. he may not seem perfect or my type to everyone else, but to me he's perfect, in every single way.

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Why won't you let me let you go?

I lost myself in you completely the last time we met. It caused pain and anguish. Yea I told him, I couldn't just let him go on thinking that he was the one I was thinking of, while my depression returned. knowing it was you who had caused it. That night you were my everything, but not anymore. Lust was all that kept us alive. I'll wake up from the dream of us, letting you still sleep. I'll pack my bags and get out of your life, removing you from mine. I refuse to stay and live in this lie in which we've created. Its not right to either of us. I'm removing all that ties me to you. I told you I'm removing you, completely. I'm sure you'll be asking why, and you'll be trying to return. I'm not letting you in. I'd rather lose him before I let you come back. One last false I love you, on last false goodbye, only I'm hoping the goodbye won't be false. I'm going to get over you. With a little help. I swear this is the last goodbye I will ever say to you. I'm sorry but this is something I MUST do. In order to save what sanity i have left, and what love i have left to give. Its not going to you. You took my breathe away, you still do. I refuse to taste your lips again. Will you please try and forget me?! For both of our sakes. You meant everything to me. You no longer do. I can survive life without you in. In your hands my heart no longer belongs. In your mind and heart I no longer go. Your being erased from my life, mind, and heart as we speak. You see, the only reason I am doing this is because you cause too much pain and anguish for Ray and I. You only screw things up in the end. you only come around when things are going good. Yea you may say its b/c we were meant to be, but if that was true wouldn't you think we'd be together now? Krista and you are going to hate me. I no longer care. No one said life was fair or that it was going to be easy. Lust was all that was keeping us alive, it wasn't love. How can I say i love you back when you never make/made me happy. I never said this wouldn't hurt. I never said that I'd stay forever. I'll never be around anymore. I'm throwing you all away. Memories are that we have left. Nothing more. I sacrificed a lot for you, just to see you leave me in the end. I blame myself for putting us through all this. I promise you I'll save us from and further hurt. I'm leaving behind. I thought you would stay through thick and thin. Where were you? Goodbye, I'm never going to be around anymore. I had shotted memories of thoughts that you would stay. All they were, were shotted.

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hello All

Ok so I was just browsing around adn well I'm only writing this b/c I found a song that resembles my relationship with my boyfriend. And well I'd writ it down but I don't have pen and paper at the moment. I'd remember it, but if only I had a good memory. So yea neways its let you go by Self Against City.

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