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I'm stanton. add me on Facebook, i'm on there a lot more than on here. ummmm, i like metal, i'm 14, a christian, straight edge, and i'm emo. screamo is pretty much all I listen to and you'd probably think i was a freak if you ever met me. my friend's band Too Pregnant To Party (TpTp) is an awesome metal band. check em out on myspace or on here. sometimes when i get bored or mad/depressed, i write my own song lyrics. but i really love to talk to my Girlfriend.
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The Haunting in Connecticut
ok so i just saw this movie and it was scary as shit. if you like horror movies, watch it and it WILL scare the hell out of you. if you don't like horror movies, like me, don't watch it. or you will be having nightmares for awhile. so im gonna like be scared shitless for awhile and yeah i just cussed alot. i have trouble with that. but like don't watch this movie if you don't like sad or really scary movies.
Don't Read This If You're Under 13!
This may make you sick! Why do we sleep in church, but when the ceremony is over we suddenly wake up? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy? Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones? Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing? Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at? Just remember God is always watching you. Repost this as "Don't read if you're under 13." 80 % of you wont repost this. The Lord said: "If you deny me infront of your friends, I will deny you infront of my father."
To My Fellow Christians
The greatest cause of atheism in the world today is the Christian people themselves. Why? Hypocritical is an often used word. Condemning someone for their sins and then doing the same. Forcing religion down their throat is another. We spend to much energy trying to convert them. Try being a friend to them. Show them kindness. Show them how a good Christian should act. Sure were not perfect but neither are they. Don’t reject their beliefs or they would listen to yours. Treat them with respect and they will show it back. Don’t curse what they say. This is what a non-believing world simply finds non-believing.
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"I like your Christ but, I do not like your Christian." -Gandhi
lmfao this post is FREAKING RIGHT HOMIES!! =]]
EMOS
[x] Not All of Us R Depressed
[x] we R Nice People
[x] we Dont Sit Around All Day Feeling Sorry For Ourselves
[x] we DONT Have Made Up Problems
[x] we Have Feelings
[x] Not All of us R Bi!
[x] we R The Hottestt People ALIVE!
[x] we Do Smile
[x] we Do Laugh
[x] we all don't cut
Copy and paste if you agree dangit
JAE // AHNH
Hows it going???I wanted to make sure you know that my
band is now streaming our new CD here on purevolume!!!
**if you're getting this then that means we're friends
on here BTW!!**=) If you like bands such as Underoath
/ From First to Last / Saosin / Taking Back Sunday i
think you will dig it!
TO THE NEW AHNH CD I hope you like it!!!! =)
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posted Oct 02
whoahhitslaurenn(:
nahh, i just never get on.
posted Sep 17
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Heyy, whatsup? Can I please have your email to send
you an invite for Lockerz, it's a site that gives you
free stuff for points you earn. I just need you to sign
up to get points, and you can only sign up by invite,
it's exclusive. You never have to go on it again after
you sign up if you don't want to :] Please, I'll love
you forever!
posted Sep 16
Sheepslaughter
thnx bro XD
posted Sep 06
Kishane
Amen :) I am just very happy HE chose for you to hear
it brother :) Grace and peace, אהוב (Hebrew for
beloved).
posted Aug 31
Kishane
Cool :) The reason why I asked is because I wanted to
share my testimony with you. It should help you out ab
it :) May the grace and peace of knowing GOD be with
you bro. It all started in the summer after my
freshman year in high school. I was affiliated with
this certain gang for a little over two years and my
mom found about 15 bandanas, a butcher knife and a
bunch of the gang knowledge I had written down in one
of my school notebooks inside of my bookbag. After
contemplating on whether to go and send me to live with
someone else or to send me to bootcamp My mom ended up
sending me to this Christian camp somwhere around here
in Florida. Before I got there my life was revolved
around my gang life. We had a code that stated that our
dedication to our gang was to always be above
everything; including family and religion and I took
that code to heart. Even when I got to the camp, there
was still place for gangbanging what with all the gangs
who had came to the camp as well but despite this fat
God kept on working on me every night durng the camp
experience when we would go into chapel and praise and
worship and listen to the different teachers who gave
their messages on behalf of God. On the last night of
the camp experience, all of the kids were gathered in
the church that was built in the camp. The pastor
(Pastor Dean, the former youth pastor for Grace Family
Church) gave this sermon that cut down to the heart and
had nearly every youth, including myself, on their
knees bawling like a new born baby and repenting from
sins; ad on that night I decided I would give myself to
Christ. But I went home after the camp trip, and I had
no discipleship and no real spiritual nourishment. So I
ended up going back to my old ways because I kind of
really had no true encouragment or motivation on my
own, to serve God other than what I had gotten out of
that night a the youth camp. I had no discipleship so I
kind of figured that it would be alright for to outside
all day and gagbang and fight and deal drugs as long as
when night time came around I could go home and repent,
not realizing I was not a true christian but a lover of
the world. I was leading a double life about a month
and a half or so until one day me and my mom were
watching the Tyra Banks show. There were these people
from a church called Westboro Baptist wo were
proclaiming that God hates all homosexual people and
that all homosexuals were going to burn in Hell and
that God killed the people in the 9/11 attack because
he hated them and that he's going to destroy all of our
troops in Iraq because he hates them and pretty much
that God hates all of existence. As said before, I had
know discipleship or fellowship and no real true
knowledge or understanding about the matter. Thus, I
ended up taking their message to the heart and began
believing that God was an unjust and unrighteous God
for hating His own creation. And I was so fed up with
this new found doctrine of God being absolutely
hate-filled for everyone that I just stopped believing
in Him altogether. Then night after I became an atheist
I was in my bed at night listening to a song called the
pulse f the maggots by a band called Slipknot. The song
is basically about fighting against God and defending
mankind from what the band believed to be a God who
only uses makind for his on unjust desires. There comes
a part in the song where the singer asks "Do you
understand?" over and over again. While I was listening
to the words, I suddenly felt an entity enter into my
mind and ask me "Do you understand?" I instantly
realized it to be satan, though I had never spoken to
him befoe or had no belief in God or in satan at ths
time. I considered satan's invitation and contemplated
it a little while. I began to see this vision of
figures of white fighting against figures of black;
fighting over my soul. And sloly but surely the figues
of black consumed the figures of white wholly.
Eventually I answered yes and I saw a bright white
light grow when I had y eyes closed to the point where
I couldn't bare it and I opened my eyes. When I opeed
my eyes, it was dark. I closed my eyes, and it happened
two more time then ceased.. From then on I became a
follower of satan, growing more and more devoted for
the cause I had now decided to give myself to. I won't
go into detail about my whole experience as one of
satan's disciples because there was just so many but
I'll reflect on some of them. There was a lot of
influence being given from satan and the demons that
lead to scars of self-mutilation that I still have
today; I had heart problems due to immense hoardings of
hatred; there was one time where I was actually in the
presence of demons and could literally feel their
hatred radiating off of them, scaring me stiff as a
board; I had conversation and conversation with demons
and satan at times; I was completely hate-filled. I
only had intentions of hating God with all of my heart
and hopes of fighting against him and bringing him down
with my own hands one day. I lived this way for the
longest 4 months of my life.Countless people told me
day in and day out that had a grimace on my face as if
I wanted to fight or kill someone, which I did. Some
were able to tell that there was something deeply
corrupt within me, and there was for those 4 long
months. However, there a came a night when I came
across an album in this target store I went to nearly
every single day to steal CD's from. The album was by a
band called Evanescance. I took it home, and started
listening to it before I went to bed. Track 6 on the
album came up,a song called "tourniquet" which was a
song about someone who tried to kill their own pain
through their own human efforts which only lead to
complete despair, when suddenly this person realized
that what they needed was what they were running away
from the whole entire time; Christ Jesus, our Lord. I t
was deeply convicting but the deons held their grip on
me. The followng night I listened to the same song
again and was brought to the same heart-break yet
again. However, this time, it seemed that the demons
were being overwhelmed completely now by His amazing
love.God just opened me up completely and made me
realize that what I was following was a lie and that
the only truth and the only true rest and comfort could
be found in Him alone and though I was breathing
murderous threats against his name every single day,
all he wanted to do was to love me and make me holy
before himself. That night I cried over all that I had
done to my savior, despite the fact that the demons had
so much control over me, their power simply could not
compare with God’s abd something so powerful overcame
me nd all of a sudden I lost control of what I was
doing and I tossed violently in my bed and punched my
wall and started breathing heavily and grnding my teeth
with great contempt for what just happened. I know that
this was the demons being utterly frustrated with God
defeating them yet again and taking me away from their
evil ways and corrupt laws. Understanding this, I
prayed to God for understanding of the things that I
simply did not understand and which lead me astray from
Him in the first place. The next day, the demons were
ther again to lead me futher away from God, but God
didn't foget my prayer from the night before. A week
later my angel of a mother, found a creed I had written
declaring my devotion to the devil and called me out on
it. She decided to report it to my pastor and have him
talk to me. WhenI went there, the deoms told me to
stand my ground and defend my beliefs. But went in
there and just got owned by God's amazing love. My
pastor read to me from scripture and he prayed with me;
but what lead me to Christ was when this man, who is
now my brother in Christ, stood up with me and hugged
me for about 30 minutes straight before I left his
office. And as soon as I left his office and left the
church, the voices of the demons that were always
around were ultimately diminished and sillenced. Not
only has my Father been blessing me with His own
wisdom, knowledge, and understanding ever since but He
has also adopted me as His son by His Spirit. Looking
back at it, I remember how sacrilegious I was and how
much I hurt my awesome God. I had spit in my Savior’s
face and defiled His name and instead of Him kicking me
out of His domain of love, like any earthly father
would do, I ran away from Him and He came running after
me so that He could give me a love that cannot be found
anywhere else. And that is more than enough for me to
say I deny myself forever and give all that I have to
my King so that His awesome name might be revered
amngst all the nations. Amen.
posted Aug 31