PureVolume

It is impossible for this severed individual to experience pain
Pleasure
Memory
Dreams or thought of any kind
This young man will be as unfeeling
As unthinking as the dead
Until the day he joins them

I dont know whether Im alive or dreaming or dead or remembering
How can you tell whats a dream and whats real
When you cant even tell when youre awake and when youre asleep

Where am I?

I cant remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stifles me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

They just went ahead and chopped off everything
Oh god, please make them hear me
They wont listen, they wont hear me
They got to wake me up Ill be like this for years
Hear me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Its like a piece of meat that keeps on living
It wont always be like this, will it?

I cant live like this!
I-I cant!
Please no
I cant! I cant!
Help me, somebody please, help me!
Mother where are ya?
Help me, mother, Im having a nightmare and I cant wake up

Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh God help me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me

Me lying here like, like some freak in a carnival show
Here is the armless
Legless
Wonder of the twentieth century

Death has a dignity of its own
Father!
I need help

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in Hell

Whats he saying?
Said kill me
Over and over again
Kill me
Oh god, please make them hear me
Dont you have any message for him doctor?
Hes the product of your profession
Not mine

Kill me
Im asking you to kill me

Thank you

Inside me Im screaming nobody pays any attention
If I had arms, I could kill myself
If I had legs, I could run away
If I had a voice, I could talk and be some kind of company for myself
How do I know theyll kill me?
I could yell for help, but nobodyd help me
I just got to do some kind of, see how I can go on like this

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