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Hurting for you
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lunakirb
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kissmeandiwilltellyouifyouwonmeover
United States
Brittany Thrillkill
United States
Colorful
Im a very colorful person and very opened minded but how come guys dont respect that of me. Oh i wear too much black. or that Im to emotional. OR that im just not there type anymore.
I want a guy that likes the same music as me. Dress like me kinda. Dosent care what other people think of US. when we are togther. I'm not saying that i want t an emo bf but im just saying im tired of these FAkes that i date and i want the real thing. I want the heart to be real and what he feels towards me. I love concerst and i want him to join me. If i go see my fav band i want him to join me.
I just want to sit at home or somewhere at the mall and talk about life and how much HUmans suck..jk....tall jokes ughh let me know if you know someone to sweep me off my feet.
ripped apart part2
Stella wakes up to find Damien snugged up to her back with his arm around her waist. She gently lifts his arm and ease herself off the bed but Damien reaches out and pulls stella back in.
"And where do you think your'e going?" Damien says with a chuckle. "Why what did you have planned?"
Without saying a word, Damien answers her question. He pulls her closer and kisses her. Stella closes her eyes as he deepens the kiss and brings her closer to him so her body was pressed up againts eachother.
Suddenly in her mind she sees an image of her Best friend crying tears of blood again.
Againts Damiens mouth she whimpers, "NO, no not again no." Damien looks taken aback and hugs stella closer. "I have to go." "Please i have to go and..and i just have to go."
Damien nods and lets himself out of the bedroom as stella gets ready to go out. Stella looked at the clock and notice that it was 10am.
"huh i thought it was morning! i'm abviously getting used to the late afternoon naps."
Stella walks out of her room and down the hall. She reached the living room and found everyone there sitting on the sofa holding flowers. They were all wating. She looked at them and asked, "are you ready then?" As she glanced at them all.
Surreal as it might seem she gets up to the door and begins to remeber the thoghts that she had when her best was here.
Damien was waiting for everyone to get out side and follow him to the reception, the funeral for stellas best friend, Sharen.
Stella couldnt remember much except that Sharen was there when she was attack. For some reason she didnt think it was a good idead to go to the funeral but she had to.
Damien waited in the car, tapping his fingers on the sterring wheel, waiting to leave. "Stella, the Funeral starts in less then 10 mins." "we have to get going before all the seats are taken and i dont really want to stand." replied Damien with a smirk on his face.
I glared into his eyes noticing that there was somthing bugging him, but he was not ready to talk about it. Stella troted towards the car and then they were on thier way to the first baptist church.
As they walked down the isles of the church they notice the people that were sitting on the right. Stella didnt recongied them at all. She didnt know that Sharen knew them, the people that wore all blue or rather black as cole.
Stella sat down near the left towards the front. Then it begain.
"please stand, and remember this wonderful person, loved one, and beloved friend and daughter. Sharen was a caring person that charished everyone that souronded her, and her family.
Sharen didnt care for people that disliked her and her friends because she was happy with what she had and that was love and that was alot and enough.
Sharen wanted people to remember her as the person that looked at the bright side and never towards the dark!" the pastor replied.
Stella turened her head and stared at the one guy that stood out. Like a past memorie or a forgotten friend. His skin was pale and white, like a transparent glass that was not clean. His eyes was hidden by his long dark hair. And his finger tips that laid on the chair that was oin front of him was not trimed.
Stella felt as thoe she knew him that they knew eachother from some where, like a dream. or an aweful nightmare.
The mystriouse man turned his head and looks at her and glares deep into her eyes. She seemed to be parlyzed. Then she remember him. The place were he was. The drifted shawdow that he was. The night mare that left those aweful scares on her back.
The vibes became sharpen and painless down her finger tips then back up to her back. She wanted to leave but she couldnt move. It seemed that he had something to with it. That she couldnt move!
Stella noticed that people started to get up and leave but no she couldnt she was left there not moving not all.
Damien shoked stella to get her out of this trance, this memorie that suddnly driffted away. She blinked and he was gone.
Stella are you okay? Baby its over we have to go pay respects to her parents and then get going to pack for our trip.
She shok her head then they left. She felt blank and empty, but then sacred as always. as he still aperared in her dreams.
stella back at the house. She walks to her bedroom with Damien who was helping her with her bags. For the rest of the day everyone leaves stella to her own devices. She stays in her room packing the rest of her things, silently crying over the her friends death.
Stella hated the way she left things with her pyro even more for what he has done.
There a quiet knock on the door and Damien walks in. He walks over to stella and bundles her in his arms. stella took in all the " im sorry sbout your friend. I promise you that i wont let pyro get you."
She breaks away from Damiens hug abd pick up her door keys from her dresser, she throws them in the bin. "I suppose this is my new life now". Damien hugs stella then there was a knock at the door. Frankie comes in carring a large box.
"this is for you. think of it as a welcome home gift." Frankie says.
she opened the box and found......
the room became dark.
Damien triend to move his way towards stella but she was no were to be found.
i hate myspace
today i was walking around the block and somone on myspace decided to hack into my thing and play around with it...no one knows my password..
man i feel bad but i threaten them...im bored
and itres.
night people.
F&^*Y&^ its hot...
as i was walking home today its was so nasty, i was like freakin hottt and i felt like actually taking off my clothes and allll, but i didnt so when i got home i4got my house key and then so i hoped the febnce and then got in the house then i notice that i did not lock the door and so there was actually no point of hopping the fence from there....today was hard and i feel retareded and even blonder./......
but then when you look back at it u laugh and say to urself i wish i had a camera haahahahahahha......
derka......im so happy thoe my brother is coming home from iraq in three months but he wont be here for my graduation..tear tear oh yeah my birthday is comming up im going to be 19..yayayaya meeeeeeeeeee.........its on may 14th....im so happy.....
[hug]
okay..funish
soooo!!!!>>>>
today i went out and applied for so many places..heres a list....or the start of them hehehehe!!!>>>>
1. Zumizes
2. Wetseal
3. Citi wear
4. bath and body works
5. victoria secrets
6. pac sun
7. the rave
8. shop for less
9. hot topic
10. the theaters there
11. icing
12. and some where els he he he
anyways well i hope i get one of them cause i have never had a job in my life and im scared to death even thoe im 18 years old......hehehehhe>>>>><<<<<
well anyways talk to me .....@@@@!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrr.
monkies have over taken myspace.......brainless sub machines lol....randomness you like...Very nice how much...
amazingalex
really?
posted Jun 06
amazingalex
what did you get a degree in? or just for the summer?
posted May 27
amazingalex
nothing miuch tired :/ hingry
posted May 13
amazingalex
really?
posted May 12
simon.
no prob, hope youre alright?!
posted May 07
amazingalex
lol no i hate wii!!!!!!
posted May 05
amazingalex
just alot of stuff which suxs i miss not beinas busy
as i use to be :/
posted Apr 14
Brittany Thrillkill
hey you how are you dear? well i moved out. im in
arkansas now.
posted Mar 31