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EMO_DOES_NOT_LIKE_YOU
Age: 19
Location: United States
Joined On: May 12, 2006
KagerU
Rotterdam, Netherlands
XFuckXShitXUpX
Syracuse, IN
MeOnTaLenT
214 North Temple Condominium, United States
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Winnipeg, MB
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The names Jade I love to read and write I hate my father but I love him too I hate girls that are stupid, preppy bitches that seem to always talk shit behind your back I love to beat those type of people, yes I am a fighter I love going to parties and yes, I do get blowed I love my boyfriend Angel, I can't seem to get enough of him Uhhhh...I consider myself an awesome person to hang and talk with ....so much to say...such little time
Phrase for today:"I'm lovely", said the wonderful whatever.
Our relationship plays put like a movie
I'm watching as our time swiftly passes by
I dream of catching love in my hands
holding on to it as it tickles me dry
The moon and the stars are my gift to you
My undying devotion is only just a start
Just a twinkle in your eyes
I dream of bliss wrapping around me
taking me to a nowhere land
a land where hate and love combines and makes a fairy tale ending seem right
I see us floating above the grass
hand in hand : laughing
joy confines us
As we topple onto the Earth
You ask for me to please join you in a quick fall
A fall that sweeps me into a pond
A pond with ripples larger than the water itself
turning into waves that awaken me
it suddenly becomes a memory
a memory that was born in you and me
Does anyone ever read blogs?
You seem like a butterfly
gently moving the air around you
So secretive in your fluttering ways
Your deep serpentine cursty brings the whole
world to an abrupt end
Shaking my insides
Your body illuminates within
glowing so loudly
destroying my finest abilities
What is real when all seems fake?
Trying so hard to ignore the incredulbility sitting far away
Are your devil doings so hard to accomplish?
Your spirit speaks the truth
of your own emotions
Your lies sputter out from your spout
flooding my very being
ridding me of my strength to even kiss away my scars
My butterfly world falls apart so quickly
Your gentle being becomes that of a castrophe
bringing my entire soul to an abrupt end
I'm nothing but weak and lovely! HELP ME!!!!!!
Ugh...my boyfriend makes me so angry at times. Especially at times like these. Moments when I want to be near him the most. Jeez...does he always have to find a sneaky way to piss me the fuck OFF! Today I wanted to be with him, but when we were on the phone, he just cut me off. I was like what the fuck. Then I later find out that the reason why he did that was b/c he wanted to go to his ugly ass friend's house. Jeez...it just pisses me off so tremdously whenever he blows me off like that. You know what gets me mad the most; is that he always has the nerve to say he loves me and that I'm his one and only. Then I always think in my mind, that if I am then why the hell am I always the last thing on his list. Its either I'm the last one or I'm not on it at all. I am a girl that needs and wants love and care from her boyfriend of a year and a half! Gosh...almost two freakin' years and he has to blow it. I'm so angry that he has allowed me to love him so much. I hate it that he has allowed me to put so much trust in him. I hate it that I think in my head I should leave him, but then I just feel so much for him. I do not know what to do. I feel so sad and angry. I just want to bash the WALLS! Instead I write. Like a freak I write. Ugh...I just can't get enough of his stupidity. His abuse I urge for, but why. I hate it! I have thoughts of calling him, but I don't want to give in. All my life I've been a strong person, always the one to fight. Now with him, I'm nothing but weak and lovely. I just hate being weak! Ugh...I think I should just sleep the emotions away. What the hell should I do when I wake up?!?!?!?!?
Slam poetry anyone(this is not the whole poem, I just got lazy)
Waves of such emotions pour out
Becomes just a flood that I've been drowning in since
Since that day when my mind became a torture zone
A zone for my feelings to dwell and rot
They can't seem to heal over time
Such time does not exist
Dear dad, I'm going back to moments that are mine
Moments when your love embraced me tightly
Moments when time stood still
Why are you just a memory?
A figment of my imagination
My pity imagination explores my every thought
I'm trying to wash away from the truth
The truth that you may not love
The truth that I may not love you
I remember you very vividly, all your colors blending in
Sitting there with a drink in your hand
Waving your sweet hard hand
That hand held a piece of me
Dear dad what have you done?
I'm hurting so badly and all you ever did was leave me
I pretend like nothing has gone wrong
Like we're still a family
A happy loving family
My body and emotions are two different things
I'm always fighting
Trying so hard not to feel pain
My body and emotions are fighting
My body and emotions are fighting
My body and emotions are fighting
My body and emotions are fighting
I want to go this way
The way where I hope I could just forget about you
Forget about the days when I thought you were the greatest
Boy, I thought I could never love another man
Another man like you
Dear dad, I want to forgive
Forgive you for your sins
I want to repent for you just end my own sorrow
I cry so many tattooed tears for you
Some part of me is releasing just the little emotions I allow myself to feel
Dear dad, I need you
Dear loving father, why is it that you can't love again?
How will you love again?
I want to be brave
I want to talk tomy creator and feel happiness and strength wash over me like the warmth from a strong sunny day
I want to believe that I can be safe in your arms
I want to hear your name and not shed one tear
I want to love
Dear dad, I'm trying so hard to break away from the moments that are mine
I'm trying hard to instill in mind that I could never see you again
That you would never want to see me
i_killed_romeo
merry christmas!! =)
posted Dec 25
xy___z
you listen to good music.
posted Oct 30
xCorexDancerx
hey there! sorry to bother you, but i was wondering if
you could check out my band MUTT. and listen to all
four songs at www.purevolume.com/ilovemutt. I think
that you\'ll like us. so check us out and let me know
what you think. you should add us to your favourite
artists list if you like. that would help us out a ton!
thanks .(sorry if u already sent you this im sending
this to everyone) love.
www.purevolume.com/ilovemutt
posted Oct 10
ryogas
hey! i leave u the link of my band i hope u like
it,, if u want add uss cyaa and
tnx http://purevolume.com/kontrato http://myspace.c
om/kontrato
posted Oct 08
The Vandon Army
Hey... great taste in music!!! Do you like irish-punk
at all? Kinda like Dropkick Murphy\'s, Flogging Molly,
etc? If so you gotta listen to
Vandon Arms... good old irish punk. Its a lot of
fun!! Be sure to add them and comment them if you like
the sound!! Cheers!!!
posted Oct 05
kayyy Kara
hey how are youu?
posted Oct 02
C a r o l i n e C h e e s e p u f f
Graphics
Graphics
Graphics this is caroline, wally94. my new name.
posted Sep 30
ryogas
hii how are u!?? i leave u the link of my band,, if
u wanna hear! i hope u like it! cya! and tnx if u want
add us http://purevolume.com/kontrato
http://myspace.com/kontrato
posted Sep 28