Age: 17
Location: United States
Joined On: Dec 08, 2008
i appreciate the simple things in life.
i live for summer nights with my best friends.
i'm surprisingly friendly [and have issues setting boundaries].
ask for SN :]]
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also, this girl is totally amazing. add her!
so apparently i'm a holyroller. i had no idea until today. it occured to me that by some act of...something, every new band i've discovered on my own the past few months have all been superchristian. and, hey, that doesn't bug me. honsetly, i'm so down for any religion as long as you're content with it. but having the views that i do (think: athiest. see also: slightly buddhist.), it just comes as sort of a shock. i'm wondering if this is some strange new attraction or if it's just god making bands devoted to him super-awesome. because, let's admit, someday came suddenly is a fan-TASTIC album. apparently my friend is having the same sort of thing happen to her, but her...affliction, should i call it? although it's really not an inconvinience or anything. just some strange coincidence. well, either way, whatever this is, her thing is books about the holocaust. we were talking about it today first period and i mentioned my sitchh (as in: situation). this earned me the title of 'holyroller'. unfortunatly, i couldn't think of anything even semi-clever to call her, so i settled on sick. that didn't have quite the effect i was looking for, though, and the whole class laughed at me and joined in. in a school of 60 kids, word travels fast. but it's not bad or anything. i mean, they could be calling me worse things. like firecrotch. besides, in the end i'm still listening to amazing music, so maybe this is a win-win. i'm saving my soul and enjoying it at the same time! - emma
So today i was being lazy and i thought, 'WOW, i have all this energy and nothing to do'. I need a project. Something at least quasi-constructive to show for every time i get ridiculously hyper (which is all the time). And for inspiration i started watching these LiveLavaLive videos on youtube and i seriously think it's the funniest thing i have ever seen. The guy, Mitchell, reminds me a lot of my friends Rourke and Ben. Rourke is adorable and hyper, but Ben is a scene kid who wears American Apperal. Not like i should talk, i guess, considering my brother got me an AA hoodie for christmas. Anyway, i need to find something to do, like, RIGHTNOW. I tried skating again but for some reason every time i get on a skateboard i end up hurting myself pretty badly. Photography doesn't take enough energy. I could start making movies but i get enough of that every 5th period (worst. class. EVER.). Soooo, story of my life, i'm constantly bored. Damnitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. - emma
Gee-Damn, Christmas is exciting. I guess the only bad thing is being away from Johan for so long. Man, fuuuuuuuuuck Denmark. And I won't even be able to see him when school starts up again since I'm coming back a day late. Seriously, two whole weeks?! More than that, even..this is ridiculous. But in the wierdest way ever, this is another thing that's bringing us closer together. It's the strangest things that seem to do that. I mean everything that's supposed to wreck a relationship, that tears people apart, always helps us in one way or another. So I guess learning to deal with being apart for this long might be good..maybe. But he's my best friend, and I feel like we get closer every day, even when we're apart. [cheesy cheesy cheesy] I did have a pretty good day, though. Chipoltle for advisory lunch. Kicking jacks while speeding down the highway blasting Grits, always a good time. But this was only after all the NWA. I must say, my friends have outstanding music taste. Either way, school is bullshit enough as is, so these past two days have been even less productive. If tuition wasn't so much I so would have dipped. Buttttttttttt the most important thing is that in the past 3 days, I have gotten my Christmas shopping done. I fucking OWN. I'm excitedddddd (but mostly I'm just excited to see Johan again when we get back). - emma
I don't quite understand why everyone has to be quite so angry all the time. And yet it's almost expected. You'd think I'd be more used to it by now. Still, there's nothing good that comes out of it. Unless you're a fan of stomach ulcers, gray hair, high blood pressure, and things of the like (although personally I try to avoid those). It's always been my philosophy that anger gets you nowhere, hakuna matata, you know? Things always work themselves out in the end. Even if it's in some funny way that may not seem good at first. I mean, honestly, what's the good in stressing your life away, anyway? I've just noticed that everyone has been so uptight lately (though some with good reason, I guess) and I really wish I understood. This is just too futile. It's actually kind of ironic, though; this is damn near infuriating. But I'm keeping a cool head about it, doing what I can, when I can. Hopefully everything will cool down when the week's out. Guess I'm looking forward to the weekend more than i thought! - emma
Sick days are the best, by far. Despite being actually sick for once it's always nice to double it as a mental health day. And I feel rather productive, all things considered. I finally watched HP 5. I got work done. I made a purevolume! The thing that inspired me to do so (besides constant urges from my cousins and friends) is a song. Johan stopped by today, out of the blue. He wanted to see how I was feeling (what a sweetheart). He also dropped off three mix CD's he had promised me a while ago. He assured me he had been working QUITE hard on them. I was so impressed and flattered I barely remembered to breathe. So, anyway, as soon as he left (seeing as his carpool was waiting outside) I ran upstairs and listened to all of them. And as soon as I heard the first few plucks of a guitar I knew he'd given me another faveorite song. 1000 Times A Day, by The Early November. I've had to have listened to it at least 30 times since then. Honestly, it little things like that that make me so thankful for him. And I don't think I've ever had such a good sick day! - emma
trouble starter..Chris!
hahah well im not 'tan'. im hispanic lmao :P and yea im
ok. theirs still alot i have to learn but for the most
part im ok :) lol and yea i want to go swimimin tmrw so
i can chill with friends but i dont hink its gonna
happen. i have work :P and yea usually i work then
skate...then work lol. thats my life. hey do u have AIM
or msn?
posted Jun 08
trouble starter..Chris!
hahahah i too have to deal with that problem except i
deal with clothing :P lol and yea i skate. been skating
for 7 years now :) hahah and u dont look that pale to
me :P but u should have some fun at a pool anyways :P
posted Jun 08
trouble starter..Chris!
hahahah it most definatley is yo :P and im not up to
much. just got off work and think about goin out to
skate here in a couple minutes :) and u?
posted Jun 08
AdamAbsence
well im on study leave for my exams atm but ive done
them all so i go back on thursday for another seven
weeks of school =[ yea thanks :D theres more music i
wanted to add but they dont have all the bands i like
=[ they should have sacred mother tongue on
here! xxxxxxxxx
posted Jun 08
AdamAbsence
good good =] aww i go back to school on thursday =/ im
arlight =] xxxxxxx
posted Jun 08
AdamAbsence
heya =] howa u? thanks for the add :D xxxxxxxx
posted Jun 08
trouble starter..Chris!
nothin much lol names chrs. tis nice to meet u :) just
chillin listening to Citizen Cope. what about u?
posted Jun 07
Tonight We Run
no way :)
posted Apr 11