i miss him
Posted July 13, 2007
my first love relationship has pretty mcuh changed my life forever.ok so theres this really special guy and his name is ryan. he means the world to me. we are best friends but after a year of going out we sadly stopped talking for a while.but then three months after not talking he called me and now things are slowly going back to the way they were. i cant tell you how much i regret the breakup and i know i will always love him and he will always love me to but i wish things could just be the same. We were what everyone called the perfect or cuttest cupple because he is 6'2 and i am 5'1. You would never see one without the other.we were soulmates and it was pretty much love at first sight.And sometimes you know when you find that special person because it just feels right and when ever you are apart you still have some connection to each other.Its amazing how to strangers very shy and vulnarable can become so close and so apart of each other and then a year later not be able to be apart for just one second.i just want to say that i have found that special person <3**
You know you're in love when all you can think about is that one special person and you can't stand to be away from them for more then one second. You miss them even though they're standing right next to you. You fall asleep thinking about them, and dream about them every night. -I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.
i love you ryan!**
Crushes only crush you,
Falling only hurts you,
Hearts will only break you,
If there is no love to save you.**
Hey baby, if you ever need me you know I'll be there for you, except right now I'm out thinking about you.**
No matter how many times
I say I love you
it wouldn't matter
no matter how many times
you say I love you too
it wouldn't matter
'cuz we can't say it enough
to max out our love for each other**
love was a word I didn't believe
dreams were just a myth
but my belief
of things changed
the day that you found me**
One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: You or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you're my life.**
If we were meant to be together. don't you think we we'd already be together?**
I wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes came true, cause in my dreams I'm always with you.**
Don't ever frown because you never know who might be in love with your smile.**
Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without.**
nothing will ever come between us, as far as i'm concerned, we will always be together...forever in eachother's hearts...**
trust me when i say you don't know what you have until it's gone. whether or not you believe me someday you'll know its true.**
a boy once gave his girlfriend a dozen roses and said when the last rose dies i will stop loving you,and the last one was fake.**
you're one of a kind
you speak more than a thousand words
and the memories with you with never fade**
the hardest thing in life is to watch someone you love, love someone else**
