Age: 2008
Location: ontop of a skyscraper- "jena eat city!"
Joined On: Mar 25, 2008
Website: www.ugh-wtf.deviantart.com
Pound It...Fill My Heart Freak
I'm jena!
I have a to do list:
fall madly in love
write a song
storm california
sing infront of thousands of people
have a summer fling
buy a mega phone
mean the absolute world to someone
As we lay here quietly on the floor
Not speaking a word
We lock eyes with each other
Knowing what we’ve found
Only because we’ve found it before
Here were are, to hurt once more
We can get lost in the sound
Of no one else around
You’re tugging at my arm
“Come with me” you say
Of course I obey
I whisper in your ear
All the things you’ve wanted to hear
As we are lead upstairs and my body prepares
To have that feeling rush through me again
Goose bumps on our skin
What a situation we’re in
But there is nothing to stop us since my guilt had subsided
It’s laid out on the table we know we can’t hide it
It’s quiet now as I sit on the edge of your bed
You watch me as a slip on my dress
Look at my hair, my makeup’s a mess
How do we let this sheared keep up?
I’m sailing smoothly but always get stuck
With you and with us
We are broken
so what do you do when your ex boyfriend makesout with you at a party where you are drunk and he is not?
what do you do when you stay up half the night texting eachother about it, and he says he doesn't regret it and liked it a lot?
or what do you do when he decides to text you to tell you one of your favorite movies is on and he hopes that you are watching it.
or when he says for you to come over for waffles on tuesday cause he's free and knows they're your favorite?
what do you do when he crawls back into your heart .
i wish i was his girl
i wish i could go back in time
for the right reasons..
i wish to be perfect
i wish i was skinnier
smarter
prettier
i wish i wasn't so robot like
i wish i knew more
i wish i could love my dad the same
i wish i never lost my best friend
i wish i wasn't so mean
..i wish i wasn't so nice
i wish everything would work out
i wish for love day and night
i wish one time it would come true
i wish i was what he wanted
i wish i didn't give in so easy
i wish i played guitar more
i wish people didn't live so far away
i wish i never said goodbye
i wish i did better at school
i wish i was funnier
i wish he would treat me with respect
i wish for too much.
My clock says 11:11 and I close my eyes to wish
I wish for something magic, something like a kiss
It feels so real, it's like I can actually grasp it
Then poof, it's gone; my dreams fade too
There's nothing left between me and you
But even still when that clock says so
I wish real hard that you could only know
You're everything to me, together or not
If I could get these thoughts from my head, trust me I'd stop
But you're heart is a drug and I'm the addict
Just give me your love please let me have it
