reflection

Posted December 20, 2007

my best friend (and i emphasize best friend) told me that she's planning on moving in with her boyfriend from new jerz into a home/apartment in penn during spring break

she's only been my friend for about 4 years, but i swear i've never felt this hollow, as if my heart has COMPLETELY caved in

i simply cannot imagine being so far away from her for such an indefinitely long amount of time

i wish i could take care of her, protect her, and spoil her for the rest of my life, but reality is a fucking monster and she's been stolen from me

i need... something... to stay...