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Dear Despair- by David B.

Dear Despair,

I’ll say it straight up; I hate you.

You came into my life and ruined it.

For once, I had love in the palm of my hand,

Grasping it, never to let it go.

But you couldn’t let me have it, could you?

No, you effaced love from my life

Like the big bang wiped the dinosaurs off the face of the Earth.

Never again will I be able to love like I did

For I am weak now

And broken inside.

Love filled the missing piece of the puzzle known as my life.

I cherished it, saw it, heard it, smelled it, tasted it,

And for once in my life, actually felt it.

Because of you, my life is a living hell;

I go to sleep at night crying,

Hugging myself because there is no one there to hug me,

Telling myself, “You’ll find love some day” though I know I won’t.

You took love from me, and I lost all hope,

So I hope that you’re happy for killing me inside

Because I never will be.

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Old Feelings- by David B.

Used to have something special, you and I

a great emotion undescribed by words;

our little love was greater than sky

these emotions were flying just like birds.

And I know there would be the day I dread

a dark day that this love would be jaded

it really started getting to my head

hit me like a car, our love had faded.

And now all i can do is sit up late

thinking of those good days, we fell in love

for you, I will remain on Earth and wait

I know we'll be together up above.

So, in case we never see each other,

we'll always have love for one another.

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Caring- by David B.

If you care about someone, you love them.

If you love someone, you care about them.

You sacrifice everything; mind, body, and soul

so that the one you love can live happy and grow old.

But what happens when you stop loving someone?

Do you stop caring too?

Mistakes become regrets

and your world turns from light to dark.

I have loved, so I have cared

and I have cared, so i have loved.

But i've never dicovered the meaning of caring

so have I really ever loved?

Idk...

All I know is that caring is compassion,

compassion is emotion,

emotion is love,

and love is life.

So, if i've never cared, have I really ever loved?

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Last Night- by David B.

She sits there, thinking of the one she misses

cutting herself and wishing that she had his kisses.

He sits there, a boy crippled by life and feeling alone

he's about to kill himself while he is at home.

The two stop for a second and gaze into the night sky

both wondering, "Am I doing the right thing?"

They resume in their actions and begin to cry.

Another angel has lost its wings.

He picks up a phone

and calls the girl

"I'm going to kill myself. Life sucks. I hate being alone.

But before I go, I must say goodbye to you, my world."

He goes to her house,

in the darkness of night

as silent as a mouse

she asks him, "Why? I thought our love was going all right."

"It is I promise you.

It's my life that sucks. That's all.

The feelings we had were completely true."

He kisses her with feeling, like he meant it.

Then pulls out a gun and says,

I love you so much and always will but my life's a piece of shit."

Puts the gun to his head, pulls the trigger and in front of her, he is dead.

The girl, crying, takes out her blade and starts cutting herself harder.

Though he loved her, he had to let her go

because he knew that his choice was much smarter

then telling her that he turned homo.

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Alone- by David B.

Little girl, little girl

to me you are the world

the best thing in my life

make me forget all my troubles, all my strife.

Little boy, little boy

you fill my heart with joy

the moonlight of my life at night

when it's wrong, you make it feel so right.

Now we're alone, alone

I can't pick up the phone to call you

because it brings back all the memories of those days

where everything was okay.

And now I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel,

looking at life's like seeing through a funnel

so how are we going to move along

just sittin at home

we're feeling so alone.

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