Death sang a song to me this night
I held his hand with all my might
but even He let go
my love is too great for even Him to hold
I fell in love with His face
because I knew He'd come to this place
and not let me down
like the rest of you who play with my heart
He is the only beauty
who is certain where others are not
He stays the same
even when I forget to believe in God
I love Him more than you
You'll never change this truth
CHAPTER TWO
No! He fell in love with some else!
she must have been lovely, I cannot tell!
it hurts so! how did she win His will?
I shriek with jealousy to set a chill
My bones crumble at the sight of them!
...Death has found another lover and friend...
WHY CAN'T OUR BODIES DIE
WHEN OUR HEARTS DO?
I've dreamt all these years
of you finding me here
having both arrived
I realize
...I have nothing to offer you
waiting forever to be free
from all that contained me
but this wretched cage
I could not break
...I had no time to become interesting
I fought so hard to give up
they said it meant love
to put away rebellion
and stop playing the felon
...behave myself, let go of everything
they hid me away
made me their slave
and I conceded
as the waters receded
...with my imagination
there were no more pirates,
no more fairies or wings
no longer any monsters,
elves, or beautiful things
no more swords
save for the one in my heart
if you pull it out
make sure it's sharp
as it may catch on
with the dullness of life
and hurt even more to rip out
and I may die
though how how can you die
anymore or be apprehensive?
when your heart no longer works
the way it was intended
why can't our bodies die
when our hearts do?
i'm sure there's something wonderful inside
but angry, lost, and lonely too
and you're making me stand on the outside
that's why it hurts to be with you
you say no one returns your love
but you've never given any to return
you say you feel empty, so you keep giving up
and that has only fed the hurt
you take the phone off the hook
hide so deep within
giving no one a chance to love you
you don't know who you are
cause you've never tried
and when you don't want to look, you won't find truth
feeling loved has never been about worth
it's more about being surprised in a good way
it wouldn't be beautiful if it had to be earned
something about it would feel so fake
it's one thing you should have to work for
just let it come in and reside
it's even better to give more
then your heart won't feel so denied
you take the phone off the hook
hide so deep within
giving no one a chance to love you
you don't know who you are
cause you've never tried
and when you don't want to look, you find truth
oh your wall is so big
and i'm kind of frightened
it has sharp jagged edges and such
can you make a door?
and teach someone to open it?
tell me, am i asking for too much?
look at me through worldly eyes
and you will see a child
who laughs and plays, no knowledge of
brokenness or guile
no experience or intellect
has fully been instilled
you judge because my innocence
has not been entirely killed
but lovely there is something more
than you will ever know
because i am so secretive
i'll never let it show
i only play a child
so you may know how to learn
i only use simplicity
so you still feel secure
i will play with you for now
just as a child does
i will appear naive until
the whole world learns to love
only the most sensitive
will hear a voice so delicate
to understand the meaning behind
there's no need to be intelligent
words like any other love
can cloud your heart and mind
so strip yourself completely until
wholesome emptiness you find
because only when you're empty
will you find room to grow
and as long as you are growing
you'll always have something to show
you don't make me need you anymore
by attempting to make me insecure
i'm loosening my grip, I'm noticing
when people like you come around I have this tendancy
and you will never be my choice
because you have too frail a voice
your name will never be mentioned
cause I don't believe you have pure intentions
you say you have something to give me
but I only hear harsh words and feelings of inferiority
what good can I learn from your words and looks
that I couldn't gather from a book?
and you will never be my choice
because you have too frail a voice
your name will never be mentioned
cause I don't believe you have pure intentions
the world begs me to be understanding
but you made your choice and you're the one demanding
darling I'm smarter than you think
but for now you can stick to predictability
martin
hi:) what up? I am a member of the group called
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thanks , good luck
posted Jun 20
burton13
o0o cool make-shift sewn together dressy skirt :D
posted Feb 02
burton13
:o o0o0o your hair is pretty when it\'s out or pulled
back :D
posted Feb 02
burton13
Actually no, but I mixed the place with Savannah
Georgia, but they are essentially both the same place
:D I just went there on a vaca one time. It was amazing
^______^
posted Jan 14
burton13
Hmm...these pics remind me of Atlanta... Very pretty
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posted Jan 10
burton13
no problemo :D
posted Jan 10
Graphixxpoetic
thanks for the request -brahm
posted Jan 04
gumbyjag
your welcome ;)
posted Dec 02