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Age: 20

Location: the shithole state of North Carolina

Joined On: Mar 14, 2006

Occupation: Cool person, rapper, lyricyst, videogamer

Website: http://www.myspace.com/pizza...

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Open my eyes and the non-paradise I see, A chaotic battle of love and conformity, And to live our lives successfully, Its all the same and I dont care. I do not care, I do not care, There's too much drama everywhere, And we fall into a death-long stare, Into the outlook of the coming days, In which you are told it is just a phase, When they really have the same problem. We are all just individuals caught up in the parables of life

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This morning I really wanted the day to consist of something other than staying at my grandmother's house bored as hell. Chris told me he was going to Mainstreet. So I thought I'd get a ride down there to hang with him and Ethan and Zack. We walked around and had a great time and got some stuff from Mcdonalds because Ethan had an assload of coupons with him. When it was time for both Zack and Chris to go to work we walked down to little ceasers and I departed from there to go back to main and hang out for a while with others. A bunch of people and I followed Jason to Hot Dog World. We ate there...and I walked around some more until it started raining and I luckily found my parents around in their car and they took me home...yep...

Today made me happy for many reasons...but most of all because after a week of asking for cigs from people, I finally have my own pack of cigarettes...yays ^_^ the cigs I had borrowed from people really tasted bad. Some people really don't have good taste...I mean...Turkish blend cigarettes own ALL!

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March 24

Alright FRIDAY!...um...woo I guess...

After school I had the intention of going to see the movie "Stay Alive". Things happened and suddenly the plans turned into nothing being even planned...which turned into Crystal, Stevie, Toni, Zack, and me all going to drive around and stuff. It was fun and cool. It got me away from my family and school. After hours of driving around and stuff I got dropped off at my mom's only to get griped at for being there and my mom sent me to my grandmother's. That was pretty much my friday...almost as fun but not as fun as last Friday.

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March 17

BEST FRIDAY EVER EXCLAMATION MARK

Damn...Im really suprised as to how my mood changed today. I really had alot of joy inside of me and I don't know why. Maybe it was for the fact that I was going to go to my very 1st show ever! I hated the fact that I had never been to a concert or show ever in my life and I'm glad I finally don't have to worry about that. I came early to the show and stood around the stage for an hour while everyone got ready and then people started coming in more and more. I finally got to see Johnny and Jason(without me being at work) for the first time in a while since they had left school. Jeremy, David, and Emily, who all used to work at my ex-job but quit waaaay before I did were there, but only for like 10-15 minutes. I thought they'd be much cooler than that but all they cared about was friggen alcohol and called one of their drinking buddies to pick them up. It was good to see soo many people I hadn't seen in a while there.

Fatal Disorder did Fairly good in thier performance I should say. Donny was freakin awesome in his part but Andrew just...doesn't sound right. People might like it but I really think it was bleh on Andrew's part...it stunk. The lyrics of the songs weren't really good either. If those are the songs they are gonna keep using then I really don't think they are going to go far with them, either that or the creditability of lyrics in music is totally meaningless in which would make the whole thing gay. The music though was down flat great! Chris, Zach, and Ethan were great to watch play. After that I got to see Fairground play for the first time! YAY! When the first song started I suddenly went in the back and sat around with Sarah because...it just was kinda...bleh. After though the music kicked ass except for the fact that the speaker/mics were making annoying sounds.

Later I walked outside and smoked a cig. I don't really like hanging around in bigbig crowds like that. I had to go outside. I was also getting the sick feeling that I miss getting all the attention I used to get when I rapped. Didn't matter where, I'd always get attention for it...sometimes good, sometimes bad. Though I never did it for the attention...I hated getting any attention but I loved the thrill of doing stuff like that in front of people. I don't think I could do it again...freestyling is just too hard anymore I guess. I write lyrics(with the occasion of frequent writer's block), though I don't know where I stand musicly whether I wanna rap or hope to end up in a band or something. Im pretty much lost about it and it bugs me to where I don't want to think about it right now....

After the show was done Jared, Brittany, Erika, and I went to Asaka's to go eat with the bands and other friends in which its hard to name all of them. I got some Teriaki steak and broccoli stuff...it was good cept we get like a friggen huge hunk of rice with it...it was good nonetheless. I totally enjoyed all the conversing and stuff tonight...it was great. I hadn't felt soo happy in a while...

It was great to hang around the coolest freinds ever!

^_^

Saturday comes around tommorow...and no idea of what I shall do...but I won't worry about it. Maybe just chill out and sleep...I might need it.

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March 16

My moods drastically changing and NOW I HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK!!!! DAMMIT!!

BIG MOTHER FUCKING YAY!! >_<

I really am changing mood wise for some reason. I really don't feel good. I feel like I've lost...and im bored and tired and becoming sad all over again...and now I have friggen writer's block!

I've been trying to finish something that I had started a week ago in which I hadn't really came up with anything as great as what I started with...I was writing down stuff and stopped after these couple lines because then I felt that everything I wrote after it was jumping off into something else or didn't go with what I was writing...like a kid with A.D.D. jumping from one distraction to another...

The lives of children are ruined by the actions of their parents,
Because they cannot have the decency to know whats right for them,
All the counseling, and pills, what did they ever do?
I find myself in everyday getting stressed by something new.

Im soo lost...I need something...but I can't figure out what...jeez...today is just really sucking.

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