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DONT_TOUCHMYDIRT
Age: 16
Location: United States
Joined On: Jan 18, 2008
fldwnby
United States
Dreamchaser715
Orlando, FL
burton13
United States
tifffffffaaaaanyyyy !
United States
Lost
Such lack of enthusiasm always seems to come my way.
So many things that I've tried to hide won't seem to away.
Something is always ending,
these trials they do not end.
For its getting hard to see where I first began.
Over time, I wore away.
All that was within me has seemed to wash away.
All this angst and emotion revolvin' around my head.
I don't know why, but its finally comin' to an end.
It might be easier to leave.
I guess we'll have to see.
My heart will break in two the moment I leave you,
but I was reassured that it was what we needed.
As the cure you see that the light falls down on the night.
Things end without a fight.
Dont see where I'm going from here.
I just need a little direction.
Sometimes I just wanna take a hammer to these walls.
They hold so many memories.
I made some many friends,
but in the end it all depends,
where I will go.
What I will see.
Why does this all happen to me?
In my Fathers eyes.
Hate was the only way to go.
Hate at myself.
Then hate at other people.
It all seemed the same.
A mirrored image, but so bruitaly damaged was the reflection.
Innocence taken.
Never given back.
Loved others with a passion until I saw them go.
Never stuck around.
Always leaving. Always going.
Was it me?
Was it my fault?
Sorrow wound around my heart.
The scar tissue made it hard to break through.
My heart stayed hard till one day I was reached.
The light reappeared.
My heart started to beat for the first time.
Never realizing that I was not living before.
I'm finally a living soul.
Purposely I lead my life.
No time for hate.
Just time for love, from my father.
No more selfish ambitions.
Living for one and only am I.
Broken, now complete.
Like a peice of clay, molded for the first time.
It was once just a lump of clay, but now it is a beautiful masterpeice.
I am a masterpeice. In my fathers eyes.
Perspectives.
So, its time for me to take my leave.
Before you see
consider me unhappy.
Because all of my life I have searched and searched.
Always coming short of my optimum goal.
Never feeling the love coming from both sides.
One side grew cold.
I grew older and I saw all the lies,
all the pain, all the stuff I did. Not. See.
From another perspective.
Stop taking my pride, stop making these lies!
Don't feed me these lines
of how I'm supposed to obey you
cause I dont feel convinced your the one I should invest. My. Life. In.
Just shut up! In my ear all the time telling me these thoughts I dont want to hear!
So much pain in my heart reiterating from the start through my thoughts, my actions, my words.
Such sickening sorrow surrounding the ones that I lost.
Such bad memories, that I dont see them anymore.
Everything blocked, everything gone from my memory.
Was it you? Was it me? What happened to the poetry?
Am I alive or in a state of coma?
Stop taking my pride, stop making these lies!
Don't feed me these lines
of how I'm supposed to obey you
cause I dont feel convinced your the one I should invest. My. Life. In.
Just shut up! In my ear all the time telling me these thoughts I dont want to hear!
So much pain in my heart reiterating from the start through my thoughts, my actions, my words.
Should I end it now (get it over with)
Should I somehow shout that I am finally done?
Is someone gonna save me from this twisted fairy tale or do I have to save myself?
How do I save myself?
Perspectives.
Anthony
yes i really do. the are amazing. i alos love every
other christian artist lo. so are you going to be a
sophmore this year?
posted Jul 15
Anthony
Hey whats up i read your comment about family forcce 5
and you are totally right. its so cool to see someone
stand up for what they believe in. ~~
posted Apr 25