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Where is life taking me????????

I feel so pissed just about everyday, holding a lie almost everyday. people ask me "oh....how is your day, or how are you doing?" , and i usually respond that i'm doing pretty good. That's fucking bull shit. It hurts inside of me to tell them that. It just seems that everyday when i see some of my friends, there usually w/ someone (mostly there girlfriend), and i'm usually left alone in the dark, i hate being left alone, trying to find someone to spend the rest of your life, to me seems impossible, but is hard to do. Friends of mine try and set me up on a date, and it's hard to carry a conversaion. i'm more of a quiet guy, and yet i spend alot of time w/ the youth, but not as much w/ people of my age. it's easy for me to talk to someone that young, but why can't i talk to someone my age? People see me as someone who is very nice and caring, but it doesn't seem to help me at all. So....to me.....why the fuck am i really here?

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