so, you could read this.

Posted March 27, 2007



so if you know me, which none of you do , yet.
i am head over heals infatuated with bright eyes.
and or conor oberst. and theres nothing i can do about it.
thers a girl named "arienette" which im sure that is no ther real name.
and she decided that it was a good idea, to make it seem like its a contest.
i dont know why i feel this rage, but its awfully lartge. and its grabbing hold of me and i dont
understand why i am acting out like this. I never fealt liike this before, when people say
"oh i love bright eyes"
but she seems like , she really thinks hes hers. and id never in a million years believe
he would love somone like me , or like me , or befriend me. lol, its out of the question.
but honestly, what type of person rubs it in my face, that the one thing i hold dear to me.
and think is the only thing i can say that i love, [she has a good friiend, a happy family life
and a boyfriend] yet, she sais "its nothing without bright eyes, shes not happy"
. she is to, if you read her blogs you can tell that she is happy.
and she sais shes smitten and happy and etc etc. and i cant understand
because honestly, he is the only thing that makes me happy, and its all i have and want to have.
i wont even date anyone, because i hold them up next to him, and realize they arent good enough
and thats terrible, yet so true. and i feel shamefull an dwrong, but its somthing i unintentionally
do to people, to push them away i guess..
whatever though, this is nonense, i know the truth..

or atleast i think i do ?
=/