bad habbits die, easy?
Posted February 21, 2007
so basically, i have this ongoing habbit, of using guys.
i cant stop and i want to, but once i figure them out, and i already have them
and i know i do. i dont need them anymore, yet im always complaining about not having "love".
so i figure, il meet this amazing guy sooneror later in my life, and things will go perfect.
well it cant be that hard right?
thers a boy, named mark. Mark Schwender, and hes amazing.
he was really hesitant, and i like that in a guy.
i like that hes scared to be close, cos it gives me somthing to challenge myself for.
to get him to trust me, but now that i have hiim im afraid of me leaving him.
cos in this case, i actually like the kid, lol. who'd of thought that. right?
well
hope all goes well with this hard
i mean, bad habbits CAN die easy right?
xxx
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