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Envy sets in And I hate you For what you did I will break you Cry for help now They can't hear you Here's an offer You cant refuse Scream a little bit louder for me baby Face the truth That you painted so well I know something you don't know You hid something obvious from me I know something you'll never know You hid something obvious from me Scream my name At the top of your lungs Help me to know Why I should care Destroy our past I'll still have These memories You'll never take from me

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May 9

i know something you don't know

oh my fucking god. a change of pace. my four words for you. they fucking own. here's four more. loose lips sink ships. yeah i remember hearing it about a year ago. going through old bands and oh my fucking god. it's like remastered or something and it's the greatest song on earth!! go listen now. purevolume.com/achangeofpace

pizzeace

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May 2

gone..

it's over.. it's really over.. "you're still my best friend and i still love you, i'm just not in love with you anymore"

cried for like 5 hours.. seriously..

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May 1

hello ladies and gentlemen im glad you've graced me with your presence you're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience staring in the silence

yeah.. so how's it going? im done with shows til warped i guess.. i have no money. i bailed on matchbook and chiodos and E11 and blah blah.. it sucks.. that was like two weeks ago too.. and im still truly upset.. well.. i got the new fftl cd the day after it came out and when i went, i looked for panic! but they didn't have it so i settled for the new HH and it's better than i thought it would be. i still stand by the fact that they pretty much suck live, but that album is insane.

um.. things aren't going too well with me and brett... i still love him more than anything, but i don't feel that love being returned.. he's "gotta go pick up a pack of cigs" today.. god, whatever.. he's changed so fucking much.. i don't know what the hell to do..

kay, so today's monday, right? and tiff said she bought me a prom ticket and that i'm going. prom's friday.. and i told her i couldnt go. so now she's pissed at me.. i don't even wanna go this year.. we had this whole discussion about how i think jrs shouldnt be allowed to go, only seniors and she agreed with me but shes still going this year which is cool, but i told her i couldnt. i dont have time/money to get a dress and all that. plus, i just dont wanna go this year..

so there's that.. and i would say my life sucks and try to be all emo about it except brandy ( my sis that moved to chi-town a couple months ago), said she's moving back to ohio early.. this thursday. she was gonna wait til june. but she's gonna live with alex, her bf at his house.. then i think in juneish they're getting an apartment that they planned to get anyway.. so yeah... sweet!

and the bell's about to ring so im out like a donkey.. huh.. idk..

later homies..

<3 Charlizzle

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April 24

...

ok so im really lost right now.. i don't know what the hell is going on with Brett, my bf. I don't know if he wants to end it, or not. I mean, I love him.. more than I have ever loved anyone.. ever. But if he's not happy with me anymore.. or never was.. whatever.. then I don't want to do it anymore, you know. If I'm like a bitch now.. then there's nothing I can really do about it.. I just wish I knew how he really felt because he says he still wants to be with me, just doesn't want to be around me right now.. and then yesterday, he came over for like 10 minutes before he had to go to work and he was beaing really nice and when he had to go I told him I loved him like I always do and he actually said it back. Okay, so the point I was writing all this was to remind myself that if he does break up with me or whatever, I can read this back over and say to myself that I know it would be really hard on me but I have to deal with it. I don't deal with changes so well, especially like leaving someone you wanted to spend the reast of your life with.. get married have kids, grow old.. I wanted to do all that with Brett.. But, I guess even though he said he wanted it too and with me, at heart, he's still just a kid who wants to have fun while it's here. And I mean, I want that too, but with him, I feel like I can't.. not like he's holding me back.. but like.. I don't know.. he always complains that I don't let him see his friends but he really never asks. he's asked a few times like when he said he wanted to hang out with me so i was of course like um.. you said we would go somewhere.. if he wants to be with his friends, i totally respect that.. i mean, i wanna hang out with my friends too.. the only time i ever talk to them is when me and brett are having a fight and i hate being alone and feeling like shit so i call someone up to talk.. there are just so many reasons why i want to be with them.. and i just.. love him and that's how i feel.. and even though i made a promise that i would kill myself if he ever left me, obviously that doesn't matter if he ever left me, although it still would to me. but i know.. somewhere inside of me that it would hurt the friends that do actually care about me if i died(esp. by suicide) more than it would hurt me to stay alive.. i just can't think of how my life would be without him and i really don't think i could get through.. okay.. so the point of this was to assure myself i could.. but whatever.. i guess.. if it happens, it happens. and if someone's there to help me through, then i'll make it and if no one cares ill just die.. there you have it.. im leaving now.. bell's about to ring and ive gotta go to science.. um.. yeah.. so bye then.. whoever decides to read this..

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March 15