Posted December 19 | Leave a Comment
Gotta change my answering machine Now that I'm alone Cuz right now it says that we Can't come to the phone And I know it makes no sense Cuz you walked out the door But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore (it's ridiculous) It's been months And for some reason I just (can't get over us) And I'm stronger than this (enough is enough) No more walkin round With my head down I'm so over being blue Cryin over you And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing you were st… read more
Posted September 19 | Leave a Comment
The Girls a Straight-Up Hustler lipstick has a way of leaving more than just a mark on my sheets, coloring my senses cherry red; at least for this week... kisses under starry night skies, talked about in song, we play along, so bitter sweet by our design, i'm sick and tired of writing songs about you, this is it, this is the end... Take off your make up and put down the camara choke on the drama that makes me want to, tear up the pictures, the pages you've saved, creating a life of trends an… read more
Posted August 31 | Leave a Comment
yea it pretty much said it all in the title. read more
Posted August 26 | Leave a Comment
I feel like crying right now i just can't because i just cried like 2 minutes ago about something else. Everyone Hates me now! Like, everyone thinks i'm like a stalker or something! GOD! I feel so terrible. read more
Posted August 3 | Leave a Comment
The only girl I had to talk to about my problems Just deleted her account on purevolume and actually turned out to be a fake, like she was pretending to be someone else, and now the only thing I have to talk to is the mirror. I'm always depressed, but now i'm even more depressed because I have nothing to do anyway. All I really had to do was to talk to that girl, but she turned out to be some creep in Canada pretending to be someone she wasn't. read more
Posted August 3 | Leave a Comment
I'm not a poser if I look like one to you so just shut up and go away. read more
Posted June 29 | Leave a Comment
///////////An excerpt from AOL's daily teen blog post,June 29 2007\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ Goth Is So Winter '07 Set fittingly at a high school, My Chemical Romance's latest video, 'Teenagers,' is a vision of the band without their typical goth look as they rock out on an auditorium stage. As they sing about parental rules with a southern rock sound, they're joined on stage by -- what else? -- cheerleaders, wearing nuclear protection masks. Clearly, they haven't strayed too far from their roots.… read more
Posted June 23 | Leave a Comment
I just cried when I saw "The Sixth Sense", like when the psychologist finds out that he's dead.............that was sooooooooo sad. read more
Posted June 3 | Leave a Comment
I am so pissed that on AOL thought that my chemical romance was gothic! And, yes, i'm crying. I can't wait for my hair to grow out so I can cover one of my eyes. I just got out of school, and I really regret my school year because I did some really stupid stuff. Thanks for listening. read more
Posted May 14 | Leave a Comment
Oh yes, and by the way.................. I am a christian, even though I do have suicidal thoughts. read more
Posted May 8 | Leave a Comment
Well, today I cried my eyes out for my third time just now, because i'm really sad and depressive about what happened at school last friday. I tried to ignore the girl that I liked today, and yesterday, because I thought that she liked me, but didn't, and I guess now I kind of don't like her very much either because of what she said. It came as such a shock to me that she didn't like me that I wasn't sure what to think, she always seemed to like me, so I took it as rejection when she said to… read more
Posted May 3 | Leave a Comment
Well today I talked out my problems with the girl i used to like, but i don't like her anymore because she doesn't seem to like me. In fact I really think she hates me.She says she doesn't but i really think she does. I wanted to tell her what I felt, and I did, but she reacted really strongly. I had been really depressed from when she told me we were "just friends" (Which is like another way of saying you don't like a person), so depressed that festered it enough to where I was about to kill… read more
Posted May 1 | Leave a Comment
I'm not gothic, but I just realized i'm a little emo. I think I'm going that way anyway. read more
Posted May 1 | Leave a Comment
Dear diary, mood apathetic. My life is spiraling downward I couldn't get enough money to get to the blood red romance and suffocate me dry concert. which sucks cuz' they play some of my favorite songs like Stab my heart because I love you and rip apart my soul and of course stabby rip stab stab And it doesn't help that i couldn't get my hair do do that flippy thingy either like that guy in that band can do. some day s you know I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be you'd be non-conforming… read more
Posted May 1 | Leave a Comment
I used to be THEUNDERGROUNGECUADORIAN if you were wondering. I forgot my password so now i'm DARK AND DEPRESSING read more