I claimed Edge over a year and a half ago and still I hold true to my beliefs.
I've had people throw a lot of shit in my face about it but in the end I
walked away triumphant. I don't need to be apart of a "group" to have these
beliefs and I don't need to be "Edge" to feel the way I do. So people ask
me why I still express my beliefs by claiming Edge. I tell them that once I
say I'm going to do something I do it and I don't just stop being someone or
believing in something because others have a lot to say about it. Go ahead
and tell me that I'm a little conformist. But I stick true to myself and what I
have set my self up to believe. This is who I am. I am Cynthia, I am Straight
Edge. I'm not a quitter and I'll never surrender to the claims that I am an
idiot for claiming. Yes it's a fucking trend now and by me saying, "I didn't do
it for the trend I did it for myself." I know it won't work for you fucking
losers. But it doesn't have to. I have my reasons for claiming and I have the
knowledge I need to be able to back up my edge and to be able to say I am
familiar with the movement.
As for it being a big "group", I've barely met anyone else who is Edge where
I am and where I was. So what "group" am I in? Answer me that. Sure
people have lied to me. That's the way it goes
though. It sucks to see people fall but you just have to be true to yourself
and stick with who you are and what you believe. So hell yes I am Straight
Edge. Fuck you fucking crackheads who think I'm a trendy piece of shit.
I'm not the one who's going to be dead soon.
For myself, for my friends, for my family.
True Till Death bitches.
Another day... another night.
The day is long and tiresome.
I really don't know what to write...
Devotion
I\'m really bored. Which is... probably the first time
since... quit a long time :)
posted Aug 03
Devotion
Another day... another night. The day is long and
tiresome. I really don\'t know what to
write... Finally poetry that\'s realistic. I mean,
when people write poetry, and they get stuck they
simply trow it away, you didn\'t. Or it is not ment as
poetry, yet I see the art of it. By the way: How you
doing? :)
posted Aug 03