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AYYA
Age: 101
Location: where the musicc issss
Joined On: Nov 02, 2007
Occupation: confused teenager with too many emotions and too little words
Website: coming.
i'm really not ayya. but that's what i want you to call me. ha. anyway, im pretty down to earth, don't get easily exicited by much other than music and romance, and im pretty smart. i think im kinda pretty. but i dont flatter myself at all. anyway, get to know me?
hello again.
its me. ayya.
im excited for albums.
Jaosn Mraz has a new one coming sooooooonnn may 20, artist vs. poet may 13, a couple others, the all american rejects in july.
im hoping for soommee good stuff.
and mayday parade is making a new vid!!!!!!!!#%&*^$@-!
jamie all ovvaaaa. <33
so yeah. and basically the guy ived like dofr forever is being an all out jerk to me right now. we were friends and now he totally ignored me. nobody elese nows i like him.
i aint telling you either. ;)
byebye.
i've got 26 days to work with.
---taking back sunday
26 days left of school.
=D D=
happy and sad.
happy cause, SUUUMMMMEEERRR!!!! YAY.
sad cause after this year is over, im going to never see most of my friends again. ive been blessed ith being with all the same people for two years straight, and next year im gonna die without them. friends, crushes, enimies, everything thats made my past two years the greatest of my life.
i was finally happy. i dont want to change that now...
oh well. summer =D
heck ya.
im no punkk-rock-attitude filled girl. i dont have the emo sidebangs and i dont buy skater clothes. i dont skate. i dont have too much self confidence. but i like myself. i like that im not very confident. i dont like that im shy. but i accept that im shy. i dont like that im weird, abnormal, and that i dont flatter myself at all. but i accept it. im not gonna change. i accept that im never not going to be shy. im never gonna be a quick witted thinker. im never gonna have a sense of style, ill just copy every one else. but copying doesn't get me very far; i accept that. i hate it when people say if you shop at Hollister/AE/Aero, you are a prep. i shop there because i like the clothes there. id shop other places if i liked their clothes. there are other places i like some clothes every now and then. i accept people think im a prep because i act happy and shop and these places. i get great grades. i do my homework. i actually (gasp) try in school. i dont enjoy working. but i dont slack. people call me a geek. a nerd. a square. i dont really care. i accept that i may be a geek. i accept that i may have some preppiness in me. my friends think im depressing and emo because of my music. i like sad songs. they express, what is to me, stronger emotion than just a song to sing on the dance floor. i like slow songs. therefore, my friends think im depressing because i like songs with touching lyrics and voices. i accept that my friends call me this. emo. (i never cut myself. i hardly follow the 'emo' 'trend'. other than music.) i write poetry and songs. my friends think this both emo and geek-ish. haha. i dont care. i accept that they think this, but i know they're wrong. i listen to broadway. yes. i like broadway musicals, and i act and sing them. broadway and alternative don't really mix. but there you have it. people assume because i do theatre i like theatre music period. they're wrong. i don't think im better than anyone else. i think im a mess. i accept that im not going to be anyone else. this is who i am and nothing can change that. i live each day. i plan ahead but end up doing something completely different. im still trying to find out what love is. i might add more. i accept that im forgetful, too.
goodbye tooth.
AH. so, i've had braces ofr a year now...i got them on a little late...and now their telling me my mouth is too crowded. so they have to literally take out one my my teeth. not a baby tooth, a real tooth. and its not just a molar nobody would see. its oone of my front bottom teeth....FRONT. aahhhh. im going to look like a hillbilly for 6 weeks, until my other teeth "shift over" =( there goes my social life. ---<3 ayya.
songgsss..
hey there! i wanted to post some of my songs/poetry on here, but instead i'm doing it on my old rotting deviantart account. ignore all the stupid drawings, okay? i was a totall weirdo last year. (: yellowlablover9.deviantart.com
ayya
comment me? (:
posted Feb 20