girls suck

Posted August 5, 2006

Honestly. 99% of them are fakes and shitfaced backstabbers. I have a group of 6 friends(including me) that I hang out with a lot. We all have other friends but that's our main hang out group or whatever. And somehow I seem to be the one left out. It fucking sucks. Like, my friend Kristen had a birthday party and I was the ONLY ONE not invited. That felt great. I don't think I've been invited to anything by any of them. I'm always calling them and I feel like I'm the one who wants to be friends, and not part of the group. When I'm with them... they ignore me and anything I say. It's annoying as fuck and now the rest of this summer sucks because I realized I'm not really all that wanted and the only friend I have anymore is my boyfriend, Jared. He's amazing, but I need other friends. I can't be hanging on him and his friends 24/7. I just wish I was part of the group. It's fucking retarded. I hate girls. They can't just include you... you have to match a certain standard or something to be their friend. This is why I wish I was still friends with Alex and that whole group. But of course, circumstances beyond my control made them all hate me. Eff it. I hate all this shit.