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my name is hannah.
i have a large obsession with hippos.
i love people more than i should.
and i'm no where near perfect.
don't ever try to tell me different.
i'll simply disagree.
this is my life.
and i run it like hannah♥claire would.

don't get between me and my ren&stimpy.
:] that is all.

♥

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November 21

Some poems I wrote about the break up...

Lost

Stalking

Written upon his unfaithful eyes

Lust

Love unbecoming to the essence of time

Alone

Undulant winds of lost souls

Sold

An unimportant heart.

Him

Hes smiling.

Like we never happened.

Hes laughing.

Like we never laughed before.

Hes dreaming.

Of her. Like we never fell in love.

(Hes smiling).

It hurts so terribly now.

(Hes laughing).

He doesnt know this feeling.

(Hes dreaming).

And I cant stop thinking.

Its over.

Its really, really over.

And hes glad.

♥

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September 9

Why Gay Marriage Should Be Illegal...

Sometimes in life, as well as Mathematics, an answer seems to make sense until it is read in full context. Such as:

1. Homosexuality is not natural: much like eyeglasses, contact lenses, and pacemakers.

2. Heterosexual marriages are valid because they produce children. Infertile couples and old people shouldn't legally get married because their unions will not yield offspring.

3. Obviously homosexual parents will only be able to raise homosexual children because heterosexual parents only raise heterosexual children.

4. Heterosexual marriage will become less meaningful if homosexual marriage becomes legal because more than half of all heterosexual marriages currently end in divorce.

5. Heterosexual marriage has been around a long time and has not changed, so why change things now? For instance women are still considered property, blacks cannot marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

6. Homosexual marriage should be decided by Congress, not the courts, because the majority-elected legislatures have historically protected the rights of the minorities through segregation and ignoring women's suffrage.

7. Homosexual marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That is why we have only one religion in America.

8. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior such as people wanting to marry animals because animals have equal rights to humans and are capable of signing legal contracts.

9. Children can never succeed without male and female role models in the home. That is why single parents are forbidden to raise children. .

10. Civil unions providing most of the same benefits as marriage under a different name is better because a "separate but equal" institution has been proven constitutional such as the segregation of African-Americans in the education system.

11. Homosexuals are not entitled to the rights a marriage gives them such as joint tax returns, automatic next of kin, and the ability to visit an ill spouse in the hospital like their heterosexual counterparts because they don't pay the same taxes heterosexuals pay and therefore are not equal under the law.

12. Homosexual marriage would perpetuate the promiscuous lifestyle "queer people" lead because anytime a commitment is introduced into a relationship it pushes the two parties toward infidelity as we have seen with heterosexual marriages.

13. And finally, Same-Sex Marriage should not be made legal because Tomas Jefferson, when he wrote the Declaration of Independence, did not intend it to include: Homosexuals, African Americans, Asians, Native-Americans, Muslims, Jews, or Women. These groups were internationally excluded when he wrote:

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights. Among these are Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed. That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness"

(If you can't tell already, this is ALL sarcasm. Smart ones...)

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August 12

Come Back

Pages of a closed book ruffle in my fingertips
An infinitesimal smile parting your cold lips
To you so dead, yet to me so alive
Still it unfolds as a swimmers tucked dive

Hearts so near to touch and lips so far away
In my lonely memoriesIm begging you to stay

The book of our lives is darkness in your hands
I beg it back to life; never does it stand
I cant smile like those girls in magazines
I guess that explains why you cant see me

You took my heart and you twisted it around
Until in my ears reverberated the sound

All I ask boy and its not too much Ill say
Just listen to me now and dont yet turn away
All that night, I cried in desire to yearn
I smiled the next day, though my heart still burned

So now I sit here, frowning under a smile
And now what Ive given you is my last mile.

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August 8

i f*ck up sometimes

So maybe,
I fuck up.
But first,
How I got that way.
I figured out that "Love stinks."
is an understatement.
If you've ever really and truly
Been in love, and had your heart broken,
it's worse than a million needles
In each eye
And 40 nails in each foot.
The damage can't be repaired
No matter how hard you try.
It's not just terrible,
It's indescribably vile.
So taught by my best friend Kyle,
the one I fell in love with...
The one that broke my heart,
Over and over again...
until blood ran out my ears.
Now, for my fucked up stories.
First, it was Davis.
I met him at a party.
He seemed cool,
so I gave him my IM.
Turns out he lived in Broomfield.
Like, 45 minutes away.
Long distance, not friendly.
I kind of forgot we were going out.
Then James came along.
And I started dating him.
That was around the time...
Davis said he loved me.
Terrible, I know.
I couldn't break his heart.
Tell him I liked this guy James more.
He was more mature, way cuter.
Way older but hell if that mattered to me.
So I dated both of them.
Till mom found out about how old James was.
Told me to cut the cord or punishment forever.
I was totally fucking heartbroken.
I almost fell in love with the kid.
About a week later,
I cut the cord with Davis.
Guilt+Long distance=Annoying.
Then Ian.
He made me... depressed somehow.
He cared, a lot.
But the way he cared...
Made me feel unimportant.
So we broke up.
Davis again.
Then Ian again.
Davis again.
I dumped them both too many times to count.
Every time I had a different reason.
And every time I liked neither of them more than the other.
I kept waiting for Kyle to come back to me...
It never happened.
Unbelieveable how terribly I hurt them.
Somehow they both still care.
I wish I didn't have to be their first real love.
I know how that feels.
To feel so perfect
And then get crushed over and over.
Then, life-changing.
I came out of the closet.
For this girl that was absolutely perfect.
Her name is Alex.
We had so much in common;
I swore we were soulmates.
I fell in love.
I thought I was careful not to let myself again,
But I did.
And so hard I still find it hard to breathe
In her presence.
But she had other reservations.
A person by the name of Jared.
My deep desire for connection with my old best friend,
Was with the same strangth she loved Jared still.
So she broke my heart, like I broke those of others.
And I deserved it.
I had become the person I never wanted to be.
And she was doing the same thing I did, out of desperation.
A couple months later, after my last ordeal with Ian,
I became friends with Jared and his friends.
I went out with Jacque.
I really liked the girl.
It was only after we started dating
That I realized Alex was pissed we were going out,
And I only liked her as a friend.
Sure, she's beautiful,
But we're too close.
It was weird thinking of kissing her.
So, I broke up with her.
Made everyone mad...
I have the reputation now of a heartbreaker.
And now,
the sad part.
Jared had a girlfriend, Brooke.
That I was getting to know,
we were friends.
They had been dating for
10 months.
I figured, I should get to know him.
We emailed for a while,
I started to like him.
So, i stopped myself.
I don't like getting involved with
breaking people up.
Then, end of school, he writes
in my yearbook that I'm really beautiful.
I was beaming in the hallway...
Alex took my yearbook and read it.
She looked so mad she could have killed me.
Brooke found out.
End of that relationship.
He told me he liked me the night after he dumped her.
Me, losing half my friends.
Him losing half of his for a while.
We decided to go out.
Best choice I've made so far.
I like this kid so much.
And even though my friends hate me,
it's worth it.
I have the man of my dreams.
I love you, Jared.
And Kyle?
Ancient history.

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August 5

girls suck

Honestly. 99% of them are fakes and shitfaced backstabbers. I have a group of 6 friends(including me) that I hang out with a lot. We all have other friends but that's our main hang out group or whatever. And somehow I seem to be the one left out. It fucking sucks. Like, my friend Kristen had a birthday party and I was the ONLY ONE not invited. That felt great. I don't think I've been invited to anything by any of them. I'm always calling them and I feel like I'm the one who wants to be friends, and not part of the group. When I'm with them... they ignore me and anything I say. It's annoying as fuck and now the rest of this summer sucks because I realized I'm not really all that wanted and the only friend I have anymore is my boyfriend, Jared. He's amazing, but I need other friends. I can't be hanging on him and his friends 24/7. I just wish I was part of the group. It's fucking retarded. I hate girls. They can't just include you... you have to match a certain standard or something to be their friend. This is why I wish I was still friends with Alex and that whole group. But of course, circumstances beyond my control made them all hate me. Eff it. I hate all this shit.

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