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CUREMYTRAGEDYX
Age: 23
Location: United States
Joined On: Oct 21, 2006
"*'They've clipped my wings again Tore them apart and then Left me No use to fly away to My yesterday Of freedom My eyes died back that daySeeing the hurt I may have done Beat me instead of them Pain is my only zen Of fun I'll go where secrets are sold Where roses unfoldI'll sleep as time goes bySo hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song Blood on my hands to stay strong The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong There is no right to heal the wrong Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die I can't throw up don't think i even want to try You still can't make me cry You've pinned this butterfly Down My fire's burning outKill my flame without A frown And starving hurts the soul When you're hungry for Some love So if I close my eyesI can really fly Above I'll go where secrets are soldWhere roses unfold I'll sleep as time goes by So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song Blood on my hands to stay strong The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong There is no right to heal the wrong soup's on hot feelin' like a do or dieI can't throw up don't think I even want to Tryyy- tryyyy- tryyyyyy."
Band to check out!!
This band is awesome but there MIA on this website. I saw them play the other night and they were suprisingly good! Anyways ..make sure you check out *Jet Black stare* you can listen to them on there myspace.
quotes of the month
Johnny Depp:
"The only creatures that are evolved enough to convey pure love are dogs and infants."
"With any part you play, there is a certain amount of yourself in it. There has to be, otherwise it's just not acting. It's lying."
I'm not sure I'm adult yet.
- Johnny Depp
"I don't want to be limited by other people's opinions. "
"Nobody really knows what you're feeling, what you're really going for, what you're really trying to do. Hell, I didn't even know what I was going for. I just knew that I didn't want to be assembly line. "
"I just want something different. I want to be surprised. I want something that doesn't feel formulaic or beaten to death."
"I have a lot of love inside me and a lot of anger inside as well. If I love somebody, then I'm gonna love 'em. If I'm angry and I've got to lash out or hit somebody, I'm going to do it, and I don't care what the repercussions are. Anger doesn't pay rent, it's gotta go. It's gotta be evicted. "
"I grew up in a very different kind of family environment although I didnt know I was living a weird kind of existence until I would go to other kids homes and see how they lived. I also felt very alienated and isolated in school and some kids and one particular teacher would love to pick on me. So that made me pretty defensive and angry in some ways and you want to do anything to escape that kind of aggression youre experiencing."
"That was the dark side of me and a pretty dismal time in my life. Its like someone you used to know and wonder why things looked so ugly from his perspective."
I was more interested in music than anything else. Music was like life. I had found a reason to live."
"I'm attracted to the people who are considered freaks. Since I was young, I've identified with characters considered by "normal" society to be outcasts and oddballs."
"Fidelity is important as long as it's pure. But the moment it goes against your insides - if you want to be somewhere else, if she wants to dabble - then you need to make a change."
"I am doing things that are true to me. The only thing I have a problem with is being labeled." -
All that matters is the ending, its the most important part of the story, and this one is very good. This one is perfect,
There's a drive in me that won't allow me to do certain things that are easy.Johnny Depp
"I think the thing to do is enjoy the ride while you're on it." - Johnny Depp
abandoned
I can't remember the last time I actually wanted you in my life. All you bring is grief & strife. I can't believe you and the things that you do. I used to think its us against them, now I can't pretend. the truth is there regardless. I've tried time and time again. all i did was try now I'm forced to say good bye. On the outside looking in, its sad its come to this although it is whats best. I can't tolerate you and the way that you treat me. I can't believe and you'll never see me. Just remember when you were lost I found you, brought you up when you were blue, made you come around to clear sight,feeling and sound, I never gave up always gave in, was your shoulder to cry on and your supposed "best friend". So how could you do this again?way to take advantage ****. I'm not even disapointed and I won't be bitter although I did hope I had a decent sister. but where are you?i miss you., whatever. it is what it is I'll leave it at that. Its all over now. a matter of fact. I need to be free, you wanted it this way. you never wanted me. I wish you no harm but I can't stay, sad we must part but I want you to know you won't be in my heart. truce&fairwell
quotes
'*''there are things that are known and things that are unknown and in between there are doors'*''-william blake
**people meant to be together always find their way in the end**
**"*never settle for anything less than life's unexpected adventures*"**
-*razors pain you,
rivers a damn,
acid stains u;
drugs cause cramps
guns arent lawful
nooses give
gas smells awful
you might as well live-*
**A smile is the window of the soul indicating the heart is home.**
- Author Unknown
**...a moments insight is sometimes worth a lifetimes experience..**
"*we tend to embrace that which defines us.*"
he said; song that fits.
"Cold Cold Heart"
by Norah Jones
I've tried so hard my dear to show
That you're my every dream
Yet you're afraid each thing I do
Is just some evil scheme
A memory from your lonesome past
Keeps us so far apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart
Another love before my time
Made your heart sad an' blue
And so my heart is paying now
For things I didn't do
In anger unkind words are said
That make the teardrops start
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart
There was a time when I believed
That you belonged to me
But now I know your heart is shackled
To a memory
The more I learn to care for you
The more we drift apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart
squishy_demon
hey darling delicious! omg jan8 u left a comment bloody
hell i didnt even see it till now i kinda got lost on
the net a bit & in life & now im on facebook/youtube
plus messenger a bit you so have to add me on
messenger/send an email,
something! matteovinci@live.com.au - yes i still use
squishydemon in places, but thought showing my italian
name had a certain sexy appeal ...*cough* perhaps not
:P
posted Apr 22
CXD
EMO202 LOL
posted Dec 04
CXD
hey how u been
posted Nov 09
cargod
hey hey long time & no talk. How hav ya been and watcha
been up 2
posted Oct 30