There is a possible way to get away
Posted December 23, 2005
I'm tired of staying here in a world that doesn't want me. Where I'm treated like trash
I stay taking shit from some people. I hate this life of mine. I could do things where it would be a garantee to nomore life. I'm hatted, A waste of space, I'm useless. I don't cry and I don't plan to just don't make promises you can't keep. I don't understand why I'm still here if noone wants me. I don't know why people lie to me and tell me things they think I want to hear. I know it's a lie. Am I lying when I act as if I believe it? I think I should just to make my life easiar. I hate this world and the people in it and yet I still live here pretending I'm happy. It's as If I'm sitting in the dark while saying I can see. It's not true because who can see through the dark. I don't believe in promises and I trust noone I refuse to be fooled. I stand and watch as this world falls apart and I sit and I watch my life fall apart. It's so easy to keep things inside. I must do the best because I hold everything including tears. Don't tell me things will get better because I tell that to others. I don't lie but if you say it to me then it's a lie. This is my last written words and make sure you get it, If I took my life I wouldn't regret it. Don't cry fake tears and say you miss me. Noone would miss someone like me because I am nothing. I don't care. I don't you can hate me and I love it. I love noone and it's not my fault it's their own. Oh yes I can say it now with no problem but I lie. I can say I hate you and I don't mean it but it means something. I don't think of you, I don't care at all. I ended my life just like a finshed song. You forget it after a while don't worry. My news will be unremembered like a dusted record. Don't cry because there's no reason to. Don't beg me now to stay I just discoverd, there is possible way to get away.
