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so i'm sarah.
i'm young. i'm crazy. i'm lame.
i dream. i procrastinate. i love.
that's about all i have to say.
meet me sometime! =)
Tomorrow is the worst day of my life.
Mother's day. The day where all I can think about is nightmares and broken families. Mother's day. The day when every single mother believes that she deserves the best of the best no matter how she treats people. The day where every single person is guilted into making a huge deal of two words -Mother's day, two words that mean nothing. If you love your damn mother that much then you should be treating her sweetly every day. Not just once a year. STUPID. I hate cliche, commercial 'holidays' like that. They mean nothing but "buy me buy me! you have to or everyone will hate you!". Not worth it. It's meaningless because people just do it out of quilt. Not love.
I've just had a million emotions today.
It's only 11am.
I woke up a couple hours ago and my emotions have been crazy.
First I'm happy/content/loving because it's gorgeous outside and I have no reason not to be happy.
Then I'm crying/heartbroken/caring because I read these two heart shattering blogs my best friend posted saying how one person broke her heart and how torn up she is about a death in the family.
Then I'm pissed off/insulted/and just plain angry because guys SUCK.
Now because I'm still stuck in that third state of mind I'm going to explain WHY guys suck.
1. You're backstabbing bitches.
2. You're whiney shit heads.
3. You REALLY do have one thing in mind.
4. You can't even be HONEST about having one thing on your mind.
5. You say you're a "good guy" and you end up to be the WORST guy I've wasted time on.
6. You say you want nothing to do with me AND THEN YOU MESSAGE ME TELLING ME I MAKE YOU SICK TO YOUR STOMACH.
7. You trash me to the whole internet world after YOU dumped me!
8. You're too picky and no one is ever going to meet your standards.
9. You always assume you know what's going on when you never do.
10. You never stop disappointing me and breaking my heart.
11. You're all liars and never mean a word you say.
And I hate you all because one guy got in to my head and I can't get him out. He's running around in there causing insane amounts of chaos and pain. I'm sick of it. I can't handle the way my heart feels right now.
Love.
Exactly how do you tell someone what love is? How do you say "hey I know for a fact this is what love is"? It so hard. It's scary when people ask me stuff like that. What do you expect me to say? I feel. I'm whole. I'm happy. I'm glowing. I'm at peace. I'm loved. That's how I know there's love? I know I do it and I know I have it, but how can I explain it?!?! How can I come to the conclusion of WHAT this feeling really is?
I hate thinking and not coming up with anything.
Chandacious...
I missed you today. :(...where are you my love/other
half...?
posted 3 hours ago
Chandacious...
I love your blog. There is so much truth to it. If you
care about someone then you will make it known to them
evryday, not just on the one day out of the year when
you are guilted into doing it...I don't know what else
to say...Although the circumstances are different, I
hate fathers day. I'm sorry, I love you. You know that
you are worth much more than she ever said you were,
you mean the world to me. I'm so proud of you, I don't
know if I could do what you did. I don't know what I
would have done. You are so much stronger than me and I
envy that. Love, someone who needs you, loves you and
is always here...
posted 4 days ago
Chandacious...
I bought a new dress, it's so you! haha
posted 4 days ago
the Surf Life
heh, high five :)
posted 5 days ago
Chandacious...
I'm off to bed chicky, see ya in the morn.
posted 6 days ago
Chandacious...
you should be in bed...haha, wait me too, weird.
posted 6 days ago
Chandacious...
OMG what about the AWESOME
videos?...ahahahahahhaaa!!!!!!!
posted 6 days ago
Chandacious...
are you e-mailing them?
posted 6 days ago