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JEFF D.
Age: 23
Location: Raleigh, NC
Joined On: Sep 09, 2006
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My Bloggage
This isn't where I blog, but if you are interested in where I blog, then simply go here: http://craaazytaco.blogspot.com/ Enjoy! - JJD
As The Sickness Slips Silently And Swiftly....
I'm sick again, and at home. But this time... it's war.
Actually it may be strep, so I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to see. My roommate had it (and is still recovering as far as I know) and he got anti-biotics for it, so that's probably what I'll get too.
Not much going on, it's spring break, I'm enjoying the time off, time away from all those stupid charlatans (or Charlotte-ians), away from stress, away from that damn school. I don't hate the school, sometimes it just gets to be too much.
I've got a lot of mental issues going on now, with my own worth, my own abilities, and my insecurities. Throwing school in that mix doesn't make anything easier.
Sometimes I just wish I could just take a break from everything. But who's to say I'd be able to "find myself" if I did that. I'm not sure that I can be found... I'm not sure that there's anything to be done for me.
Maybe I'm wrong, who knows. All I know... is my cough is irritating me. And I want it to go away. Damn bacteria. I don't know why I'm here, but maybe it's just to kill mother f***ing bacteria!
Anyway, long bloggage, so I'll close.
Love for the Sarah, hope everyone's having a decent end of winter/spring (break).
- JJD
Phones Don't Float: Blame the Sickness
I'm at home, and sick. Think I have a cold or something, and everyone's pestering me to take something... all I have to do is eat, sleep, and rest, and my body will take care of it. It's called evolution, we evolved to be able to fight diseases and such, so there's no reason to take medicine. Not for a cold anyway, it's excessive.
Anyway, I'm a dumbass. I threw my phone in the lake in a flash of anger, and had to go back to using my old phone. I miss my new one.... and every day I lecture myself about throwing it into the lake.. Oh well... I can't take it back, but it's true. Phones don't float.
Having a good week with Sarah, :) everything seems to be wonderful again. Oh and no World of Warcraft. I feel almost liberated from it. It's interesting, it's like I don't feel like i have to play it anymore. I can enjoy remembering it and looking at all the new stuff that's going to come out for it without actually experiencing it. And i'm sure my spelling is horrible, because my monitor is at the back of a wide table that I'm on.
Oh well, I don't care. Love for my Sarah, ^_^
- the sick Sir Jeff
The Black Parade is out!.... and I want it!.... but....
I'm broke. XD
Well actually I'm not... I have around ~$400 or so in my checking account, but a lot of that is already going towards X-Me...X-mas! D: I wish it was going towards X-men... remaking a third movie that wasnt A COMPLETE ABSOLUTE WASTE OF MONEY AND TIME AND RUINED THE ENTIRE *explodes*
....anyway...
X3 sucks, if you want to see it and haven't yet, don't waste your money. Wait until its on free tv, then MAYBE if you feel like wasting a few hours of your life.
Maybe.
*cough* Anywho....
Yeah so I want the new My Chemical Romance CD "The Black Parade", I want the new Killers CD (can't remember what it's called.... Sam's something), and I want Angels & Airwaves CD again can't remember the name. And I want them in that order too. =P
Now... to go searching on PV for CDs I want, starting to collect an X-mas list.
Love for my Sarah, adios amigos,
~ Sir Jeff ~
Edit: "How To Save A Life" by the Fray, another CD I want for X-mas
....because one day I will leave you - a phantom - to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade....
"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance
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When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the savior of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know
We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
Though youre dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.
And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end
We hear the call to
To carry on
We'll carry on
Though youre dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
You're weary widow marches on
And on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Heres the poignant faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try; you'll never break me
Want it all, I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say Im sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, whose meant to sing this song
Just a man, I'm not a hero
I don't care
Carry on
We'll carry on
Though youre dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
You're weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try; you'll never break me
Want it all, I'm gonna play this part
We'll carry on
Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try; you'll never break me
Want it all, I'm gonna play this part
We'll carry on
Chauntecleer
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