death is misleading
Posted August 27, 2006
hey guys i havent posted a blog in a long time so i thought i'd write and update u on my first high school experiences.....lol
sooo i started school and i made some really cool new friends
i found out that people either like love the freshman and think theyre cute and adopt them lol
or they hate them (which i dont rele care)
soooo
im going out with a sophomore
hes 2 yrs older than me tho....
its ok cuz i freakin luv that kid lol
ok so not like loooove him but like hes amazing
hes just like... he makes me feel like...
i dont even know
ive never felt this way.....
he makes me feel happy and nervous and scared and lucky and special
all at the same time
and i dunno how he does it
and hes just an amazing person
but you'd have to meet him to know
:)
i really dont get why he likes me tho...
cuz hes amazing....
and im just......
me.....?
i dunno
sometimes i dont get why he likes me
but you can tell he really does
ya know?
hmm......
hmmm well what else about high school
tehe
well i left my science book in study hall and i dunno where it is
soooo im pretty much screwed
tehe
but uhhh
yeah
so
cheerleading is going well
the first game we cheer at is next saturday, september 2.
the varsity game (im a jv cheerleader b!tch tehe) is that friday night
so ima go 2 that
.....yeah...... lol.
well my older brother has 2 friends spending the night
and my little sister has 1 friend spending the night
(its late saturday night)
and i had a friend spend the night last night
but i dunno
im the most paranoid person i know
is that weird.....or wrong or something?
i think its messed up.....
im too paraniod for my own good.... seriously
wow this is long
tehe (i never actually say this out loud... i only type it and write it in notes lol)
hmm but yeh ima go now and take a shower
and then like i dunno come back on here and listen 2 music or somethin.....
so talk to ya later :)
-andrea
p.s. yes im actually happy for once.... like truly, genuinely happy...... :)
