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COOKIEMONSTAR
Age: 18
Location: michigan
Joined On: Dec 23, 2005
Occupation: student
Website: http://www.myspace.com/simpl...
add me on my space http://www.myspace.com/i_want_a_smuf or msn x_marks_spot@hotmail.com
aaahhhh!!!!
What the hell is going on with me? That is a good question. Last month i was sure i was with the person i would spend my life with. Now she is with someone else and i alone. I have gotten so use to having that person to talk to and confind in that it is crazy now. I am bad with trusting people. I let her and only her in. And now I am left with no one to vent to at all. I really miss that more than anything being so close to one person. Sometimes i don't know what to do about this whole thing tho. I still love her but at the same time do not want to wait and see what happens. It is scary do i wait or do i try to move on? And if I move will she be as good as her? Will i even be able to move? I am still looking for a healthy release to all of my pent up feelings. I can't cry and I do not want to fall back into old habits. I just want to be able not get so stressed out about ever little thing. I worry about everything. I over think things. I am so scared of being alone. The thought of having no one scares me to death. So again i do not know what to do. Wait and maybe find out he is better than me or move on and maybe break someone's heart if she wants me back. It is a game that i am not winning at. I guess this is the best way to complain no one really reads this things that can cause me trouble. I just really need to know what to do. wait or move on. If anyone wants to tell me what they thing i am more than willing to listen. so yeah just had to get this all out some how!
yo yo the band i am trying out for
ok well anyone that actually reads this might have a myspace and might want to look a band called ceal. that is the band i am trying out for and we might even a show coming up. i will be on lead vocals if we decide to do that.
sometimes i suck
really nothing ever happens right i am happy for awhile then i start to get scared of being happy. i just wonder if anyone else ever gets scared of being to comfortable. i know i do. that is why things in my life change so rapidly friends, loves, intrest. i am afraid of being hurt. so what do i do about do nothing. if i do nothing there is a chance of hurt or that i will miss something amazing. then again if i do something there is a chance that i blow what good things i have and miss out on that or worse move onto something that will hurt me worse. so in world of questions and no answers what do i do. I know they always say the grass is greener on the other side. but i am afraid to pick a side sometimes. i just one of these days want to stop thinking about what could happen and just live.
this week i s going to suck
my girlfriend who is already six hours aways is leaving. this makes me sad. being in a long distance relationship is not so cool to start with but not being about to talk for a week is going to blow i am going to go crazy. that is all just thought everyone should know that.
x scene
hey im kacey what\'s upp
posted Sep 19
StephanieSCREAM
hello.
posted Aug 07
glam-indie-rock021
what now? . . . hmm how about I eat all of your oatmeal
cookies . . who\'s the cookie monstar now? thats
rightttttt
posted Jul 15
glam-indie-rock021
so you think you\'re a cookie monSTAR do you? A bit
strange but as long as the cookies are oatmeal.
Everything else is a wastes of time. :)
posted Jul 14
tinkerbell_2010
hey i love ur hair and ur kinda cute. but right now i
just want to talk to u
posted Jul 05
xxSay your last goodbyExx
I\'m good but sooooo sleepy!!! this week\'s majorly
sucked !!!!! but oh well, wknd at last!!! i\'m happy, i
guess i\'m going to the movies tomorrow ^^ what r u
doin this wknd??...aw, Im Lo and u must be_____?...have
a nice day!! byebyess Lo:):)
posted May 04
xxSay your last goodbyExx
hey!! ^^ ...how r ya doin boi??
posted Apr 21