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I'm just trying to dance
in colorado
dakotayankee_08
mandeville,la
Dude of many colors
Ottawa
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colombia
Check out http://hollynarcissism.livejournal.com/ for my poetry! :]
Heylu;
My name is Holly.
I am 17 years old and a senior in high school. Which is quite crazy if you ask me.
According to Sammie Jean I am a "emo punk, because I'm not totally emo, I've got a punk-ish flair.
Not too sure if that's a good thing. lol.
I currently work at K-Mart and although I do generally enjoy it, some of the people that work there with me are not my favorite, but I got what I wanted most and the person that I dislike most does not go there, at least I haven't seen her their yet and hopefully I never will.
I have a passion for writing; poetry and stories. I tend to write poetry more though because it is easier for me to finish. I have never finished a story because I never know where the story wants to go, some day though. I will finish the two stories I am currently working on.
I do not currently have a boyfriend and to tell you the truth, I'm not quite sure I want one all that much at this time.
My favorite bands are From First to Last, Boys Like Girls, Chiodos, Asteria, Hollywood Undead, Saosin, and Senses Fail.
I have a bass guitar, and I wanted to learn so bad, but so far, that hasn't happened and I highly doubt it ever will, which is quite depressing really.
Best quote: He who angers you, controls you.
Soon I will be off to college and I won't have to deal with a lot of the stuff I currently am dealing with.
& there is a certain guy that I like, but I highly doubt he likes me back and even if he did... who knows? I don't particularly feel like having a boyfriend at the moment. Ah well, c'est la vie!!
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
Fall Out Boy Thnks Fr Th Mmrs Lyrics
I'm gonna make you bend and break
(it sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
Who does he think he is?
If that's the worst you've got, better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See he tastes like you only sweeter
Ohhhhhh
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
In this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand. (One night stand, off!)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter
ohhhh
(They say) I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms, collecting page-six lovers
Get me out of my mind
Get you out of those clothes
I'm a line away
From getting you into the mood (wa-ooooohhh)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter
One night and one more time (one more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great (even though they weren't so great)
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah one more time (one more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories (for the memories)
Thanks for the memories (for the memories)
See, he tastes like you only sweeter
The Chase - Kill Hannah
The Chase by Kill Hannah.
"Drive" you said
"Just blow me away"
We don't wait to be saved
We'll dream wide awake
Words that you said
Were holes through my brain
And I'll never be the same again...
You can pray all you want
We're not coming back oh...
All these thoughts, they just fade away...
The chase is on
If you run
I will follow you...
And I belong in your arms
Dying next to you
The chase is on...
"Drive" you said
With tears down your face
I've got to restart
Is that so hard?
Secrets that day
I'll take to the grave
Yeah, no one can catch us now...
You can pray all you want
We're not coming back oh...
We're the feelings above the flame...
The chase is on
If you run
I will follow you...
And I belong in your arms
Dying next to you
The chase is on...
The chase is on
If you run
I will follow you
And I belong in your arms
Dying next to you...
The chase is on
If you run
I will follow you...
The chase is on
I belong in your arms...
The. Chase. Is. On.
~*~*~*~*
Uhm, Holly is fucking addicted.
I LOVE YOU KILL HANNAH.
:]
And your problem is...?
I'm kind of sick of bullshit.
I think the quote in my billboard thing under my name makes sense with my life right now.
It's from the book "Blood Ties Book Two: Possession". I changed the wording a little, but aside from that it speaks thousands of words in one sentence. It speaks volumes.
I'm tired of bullshit.
I'm tired of hatred.
There's only one person I really truly despise, and I'm not telling who that is.
I hate that I hate that person though, but I can't help it.
But I'm sick of wasting my time and happiness hating someone so fully.
I've never been consumed by a hatred this bad...sure I dislike people, but...well,
this is stupid.
Well, prom is soon and my dress is finally here, HUZZAH!
But too many people on purevolume hate me enough to pass up on reading this, so I'll just stop.
And you people really need to get lives.
Hating is stupid,
I've learned from experience, and I HATE it.
Make.It.Hurt.
So, someone posted a quote that got me to thinking...like literally thinking. One of the things it said was every 60 seconds you spend sad, is another minute you'll never get back, or something. That actually says a lot with so little of words.
Why do we waste our time hating people? Why do we waste our time hurting others? Why do we get it into our heads that someone has done something wrong? Why do we call each other names, when we know we're getting called them back? Why do we do things when we know karma is going to pay us back. Karma paid me back GOOD this time. I've learned my lesson.
I want to make amends, I don't want to waste my time hating and knowing I'm hated, I don't want other's to waste their time and energy hating me. I don't ask for peace, I don't ask for friendship, I want a break. I don't want people saying things behind my back. Why waste your time?
I need to apologize, but I'm way too proud to do that to certain people. I feel I've done nothing wrong, I know that's not true. The other people who blame these things on me though, they need to take a look at themselves. I'm not the one doing all the wrong, I want to make things better, I want this to be over, whether I never talk to them again or not.
I want to say sorry, it'll never make anything better...
I'm sorry for putting all this shit into your life.
All of you.
Especially
Karl
&
Devin.
It'll never make anything right, but I tried. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
We waste our time on hurting people when we know they'll hurt us back, and thus the cycle will never end. Payback, revenge, karma...Just think for a second before you hate me. Think before you judge me. Think before you stop trusting me.
You're not perfect yourself.
Let's just end this bullshit.
ohgawd.OUCH!
WHAT THE FUCK!?
Lol...my luck has turned to complete and utter shit. Haha.
So I have this big bruise like right on my lower back, I don't want to get any more specific than that, from falling down the stairs at my house. Haha.
Well I was in a hurry, and then I slipped down one step, landed on the second, and then tried walking and slipped on the second step and the rest of the way down.
Then I went to the dentist, and for the rest of the night my mouth was numb. I hated it. Sam made fun of my smile, DAMN YOU SAM!
I learned the Korobushka....haha, want to learn it with me? I taught it to my class. :] Sam and I did the best of them all.
HOLY SHIT, owned bitches! :]
Uh, then today as I was walking out of Danielle's house, it had been like raining/snowing stuff and it froze, so I was walking on her porch and as soon as I got to the steps I fell. Lol. It was painful, but kind of in a way funny.
DAMN! Karma is catching up to me, huh? Well, that's just fine and dandy, I love it when that happens.
Karma is a bitch.
I want to cut my hair.
JUST FUCKING BUZZ IT LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS, nofuckthat.
I do wanna cut my bangs though.
Pretty sure I'm allergic to my belt.
Or maybe pants in general, OH I'M GOING PANTSLESS.
That's gross.
Screw you guys. Hahaha.
Eff...I'm sooooooo gonna call Josh S up and be all like "Why the fuck you hitting on my girly, you're not worth it. You're a jerk. She's got an AMAZING boyfriend. They're gonna make sexy RyanMarissa babies." Ugh, I hate him soooooooo much. He thinks it's SO cool because I'm Adam's sister. FUCK HIM! He can't hang out with me around him because it'd be too weird. Well, whatever, he wasn't worth the time of day I gave him, and he sure as hell better stay away from my friends.
Bastards, I tell ya...
JOSH K & DANAE H NEED TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER!!!
:[ So c'mon guys make it through thiiissss...if you haven't already.
I can't wait to go to college and get away from this...
Yay.
Byebyewhorefaces...iloveyou! :]
Well...most of you ;]
Toodles.
TheronRogers
Hey!If you like Dashboard Confessional then you might
like my stuff. Check it out
at: www.purevolume.com/theronrogers Let me know what
you think. Thanks, Theron
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posted Mar 26
dakotayankee_08
not much...just sitting here trying to figure out
something to do for tonight
posted Jul 04
skater99
hi
posted Jul 04
dakotayankee_08
holly! hey gurl--what\'s going on??
posted Jul 03
sar-AAAHHH !
HOLLY, MY LOOOOVE!!!!! DDDDD; let\'s make synthetic
babies.. btw i miss you. >_
posted May 31
06tiger
no
posted May 22