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for Josh.

with only a few
stars left for her to wish on, she wishes that he would
be her someone. since the day they met, she knew of
nothing she could fret. he made everything okay in her
life, and yet the whole thing was a lie. all this time
she wanted to say, how she fell for him the very next
day. she wasnt in love though, she knew that for sure.
she had another love on her mind that night, one she
always and forever knew was not right. she hadnt done
it in awhile, and tonight she wouldnt start,no more
pain,no more exile. because the only thing that stopped
her that very night, was to wake up in the morning and
see his bright light. she no longer needed to bleed,
for she knew she found a noble steed. she found the
prince to go along with that, and might i say. one with
a very fine hat. she knew that this was no romeo and
juliet, she knew they were only friends. she knew she
could tell him anything, and she almost told him
everything. of all the 16 years of her life, she knew
that she never wanted to lose. and now she never wants
a loss, of her very best, most glorious friend josh

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AIM and email....

EMAIL: atsirk123@aol.com

AIM: atsirk123

oh. and ask for the digits. lol. <3

so, go on. hit me up. you know you want to.

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CJ,love.

you were my ladder and i was the tree/stepping each step, leaf after leaf/i knew we were perfect. i just had to believe/that you were okay, that you actually believed/i wanted to show that i cared so dear/i wanted you to know and listen and hear/tears dripping down the lips you never once touched/you had me on a hold, tight like a clutch/i let my heart win but my mind knew right/ you were no good, you werent worth the fight/as tears ran down my already fucked up face/what more could more tears hurt, i was already a disgrace/love was just a word and one you knew well/i swore ide never say it. but it sounded so swell/saying it meant so much to me/ and to you, i would never leave/i was so in to your spiderous web/ that noone could touch, only you could have led/the tears kept coming and now it gets better/my face and arms just getting wetter and wetter/i knew of two loves now and one you showed me how/i knew how to do it and you made it better/once again my arms getting wetter/so please help me cut, i now cannot stop/i congradulate you on the job well received/ i now feel more completely deceived/i love you and i know i always will. i know ill never quit/but its just a matter of time before you take your final hit/i wish you could see me now, see how far ive come/because look at me now, im a hell of a person/and you will always and forever be, the ultimate always fucked up druggie/i will have a life and you wont be here/ill give you my spare change on the street when i see you there/but i wont laugh and i wont cry, because im a better person now and i dont lie./i was the usee and you the user/i was the victim and you the abuser/so please take my tears, they were yours after all/i have nothing left to give you, nothing at all/i want no more to run and no more will i cry/for you, im all out of love,and CJ i wish you shine bright.

love, KristaSue<3

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I just wanna be the girl that someone can hold in their arms. The one that he tells "I love you" everyday. See, I had that once, but he wasnt so glorious. He just wasnt the right one. I understand that noone is perfect. I dream everyday that Ill see him again. And maybe I will. Or maybe Ill find someone different. But only God knows that answer. And for now, this single moment, I trust in God. I believe I always will.

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