first one

Posted April 3, 2006

this is my first post in here. yay. i had a horrible weekend. and today i just lost one of my best friends. but i realize it wasn't healthy for me to be friends with her. she was a bad influence and made me even more depressed than what i already am. i need good friends. I just can't make new ones. I am afraid no one likes me and they all just pretend to. I have no one to talk to. my best friend of all time is in college half way across the country and my other closest friend isn't as close to me as before. I am lonely and have nobody.