a poem to my dad... "Daddy i miss you...'
Posted January 22, 2008
dad i miss you
why do you have to work so much?
sure i get to see you for 5 minutes in the morning
id rather give up some of my things to see you more
you work consently it drives me insane
cody has to step up and act like a dad to me
but daddy, lemme tell ya somethin
cody isnt a really good person to act like a dad to me
sometimes i wish he wouldnt be such a crazy influenece on my life
hes done everything, from arrested, smoking, drugs, drinking
and you expect me to go without someone like you in my life
he's just like me
i miss you in my life
you and mom are together. sometimes i wonder how...
its insane around here it gets crazy somedays
i wake up go to school, you sleep in, i get home to see a note on the table
i gave up my basketball finals to go on vacation
i gave up volleyball to MAYBE see you on the weekends
when i need someone to talk to cuz the cops stare at me its you, you went through it too
i cant go to mom
we dont get allong at all
sometimes it drives me insane
you wonder how i just dont run away somewhere
well daddy, to be honest i almost have, 4 times
3 times i was at codys, 1 time i made it a few towns over
i didnt last very long the last time
how do i do it?
i honestly have know fucking clue
can someone tell me how i make it through 9 periods?
tell me. go ahead tell me.
daddy i love you.
believe it or not, i love you
