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*CHRISTIE*CATASTROPHE*
I'm over fucking stupid drama, k? I smoke cigarettes when i'm not getting any, or i'm stressed. i like, wait, love going to shows. i rarely hardcore dance, i don't two step unless i'm really down for it that night, or i want to get down that night. i say brazy a lot bc of my guy friends in this "hardcore dance group" DOMEXCORE. i mainly jump in the pits when i feel a good breakdown.
I do mosh like a motherfucker.
however you do that.
love equals Emmure shows. Emmure shows equal BRAZY. like side pits at winds of plague. love equals pits and bloody noses.
love
love is brazy. meaning brutal and crazy and this heart stopping, gut-wrenching feeling that feels sooooooo good. probly bc i'm a masochist, but still. and if being in love helps anything, it's making me a happier person. not that iwas ever like a bitch before or anything, but since i decided i love him or at least wanted very badly in the worst way, i've been alot nicer to people. strange. a=<3
a survey <3
| My Autobiography | |
| Part 1: The Birth of You: | |
| Were you a planned baby?:: | no |
| Were you the first?:: | for my dad, yes |
| Who was present at your birth?:: | my mom & dad, i think |
| Were your parents married when you were born?:: | no |
| What is your birthdate?:: | february 8 |
| Part 2: The Family | |
| How would you describe your family?:: | slightly disfunctional |
| Are your parents married?:: | yes |
| Siblings or an only child?:: | two older sisters, one older brother, one little sister and a little brother. i'm child 4 of 6 |
| If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:: | middle |
| What are your siblings names and ages?:: | shawn, 28; misty, 27; shannon, 25; jackie, 12; jack, 6. |
| Which parent do you get along with best?:: | depends on the issue. i think my dad |
| What do you fight about?:: | everything. but doesn't that show love? |
| Do you have step parents?:: | nope |
| Part 3: The Friends | |
| Do you have more than one best friend?:: | yes |
| Who are your best friends?:: | MIKE!!!! pinkie, margie, ashly the azn |
| What do you like to do when you are together?:: | depends on who i'm chillign with. talk, mostly |
| Do you share the same interests?:: | sometimes |
| Which friend can you tell anything to?:: | all three of my best friends |
| Part 4: Your Personality | |
| How high/low is your self esteem?:: | middle. i've been real low before, so it's an improvement |
| Are you an extrovert or an introvert?:: | extrovert. |
| Are you happy?:: | kinda |
| Do you live life to the fullest?:: | yes, i have sex behind dumpsters |
| Part 5: Your Appearance: | ooooooooo |
| Are you comforable with the way you look?:: | i'm getting there |
| Do you have any piercings aside from ones on your ears?:: | no |
| Describe your hair.:: | kinda a cross between emo and cene, cuz i can really rat tit out, but chose not to most of the time. bronw, and kinda short |
| What make-up do you wear?:: | eyeliner, foundation, powder, mascara. if i'm going someplace special, or to a show, or i wanna look pretty, i wear eyeshadow |
| How do you dress?:: | in short-shorts, band shirts, adn knee socks. show-comfortable. but then ppl think i get down all the time when i don't` |
| Part 6: The Past | |
| Were you a strange child?:: | yes |
| What did you use to love that you no longer do?:: | barbies. she's a fucking self-esteem killer |
| Do you have the same friends?:: | no |
| Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing in your childhood?:: | not that i remeber. maybe my brother leaving, bc he was my best friend |
| Part 7: The Future | |
| What is your ambition?:: | to fall in love with the right person |
| Are you scared of growing old?:: | yes |
| Do you want to get married?:: | maybe |
| Part 8: The Outdoors | |
| Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:: | outdoors |
| What is your favorite season?:: | fall/ spring |
| Do you like walking in the rain?:: | yes, if it's not really cold rain |
| Part 9: Food | |
| Are you a vegetarian?:: | sometimes |
| What is your favorite fruit?:: | watermelon, kiwi, and cherries |
| What food makes you want to gag?:: | tofu |
| What is your favorite dessert?:: | root beer floats |
| What is your favorite restaurant?:: | haiku sushi!!! |
| Are you a fussy eater?:: | yes |
| Part 10: Relationships and Love | |
| Are you single or taken?:: | single ; ) |
| If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:: | |
| Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?:: | yes |
| Do you believe in love at first sight?:: | yes |
| Part 11: Experiences | |
| What was one of your greatest experiences?:: | losing my virginity : ) |
| What was one of your worst?:: | getting a bloody nose from the pit at winds of plague and veil of maya |
| Have you ever done drugs?:: | i'm not proud of it, but yes |
| Have you ever thought you were going to die?:: | yes |
| Have you ever suffered from depression?:: | yes |
| Have you ever been in love?:: | i thought it was love... but it wasn't returned |
| Have you ever experienced something that seemed life changing?:: | yes |
| Part 12: Random | |
| What time is it?:: | 1 pm |
| What should you be doing now?:: | schoolwork |
| Why aren't you doing it?:: | i was bored |
| Are you missing anyone?:: | yes.... he'll be anonymous <3 |
| Do they know that you miss them?:: | no |
| What is their name?:: | umm, alex. |
| Aren't you glad this is over?:: | yes |
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are you serious?
so if you get this, i totally diss this guy m alot. like, we had something, and i lost my virginity to him and vice versa, but we weren't ever going out like officially. it was really like friends with benefits, and an understanding that no one else would be doing that with him. and so, after telling me gawd knows how many times he would be going to pinkie's bonfire by himself, he brought some other girl. from a different school, and proceded to ignore me the rest of the night. like, everytime i tried to introduce myself to her, he moved her away from me, and like, totally was a fag to me. i don't care if they were going out, but i'd at least like to make a new friend, right? and this guy who is friends with m's had a crush on me since last year, and i don't see him like that. to me, he's a friend, so we hang out alot. and m's getting all pissed. for no freaking good reason, k? wtf do i do????? help please!
el bonfire!!!! i'm mexican today, bc of 5 de Mayo
i'm not really mexican. i wish!!!! k, old mews, but if you bring some other chick to a bonfire and don't even bother to let me introduce myself, i'm mad. and there is seriously something wrong with you, k? innywhoooooo aside from that, pinkie's bonfire was the shiznit, & we need to have one for prom. i got totally fucked up with my neighbor arturo afterwards, bc the cops kicked us off the beach, and talked about other arturo, with the snakebites. i think i'm at a good place right now-graduation is just 28 days away, and there's 6 awesome shows i want to go to. work's gotten alot better, especially since i made $30 in tips for working saturday & sunday. i hafta work today, so it's okay. no fake mexican celebrations for me. i can drink at work if i really want to, but i don't. i kinda wish ini was here to read this. she'd say"oh, really?" in that one way she talks. xoxo
Theseps
why you sad?...i hope you can be better now!!!! you
look nice with picture :)
posted Jun 16
reptilerandal
Well, im an expericed dancer so i see it from both
points of view. From one side, watching people who
really suck at dancing kinda kills things. But from the
other, its not about skill, its about how it makes you
feel. But, honstly girls really should start at big
venues becasue youll get knocked that fuck out by some
skinhead. And really, if all you can do is two-step, i
wouldnt bother dancing. LOL About the only time youll
need to JUST twostep is if your at a silverstien show.
Lol.
posted Jun 14
A_Forgotten_Memory
cool
posted Jun 13
reptilerandal
haha im chill withe the HxC turm umm well in
texas we go to shows and party just like everywhere
else you into dancing?
posted Jun 12
Theseps
how are you today?...i hope you have a nice
day!!!!!!!!!!!
posted Jun 10
A_Forgotten_Memory
what class?
posted Jun 09
A_Forgotten_Memory
nope not yet, you?
posted Jun 06
A_Forgotten_Memory
nice yeah today is the last day for me so yeah and
lucky my parents suck
posted Jun 06