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ELLAELLEGANCE
Age: 2008
Location: playing DDR in ripped out uterus made of whale vomit
Joined On: Apr 10, 2008
Website: www.myspace.com/keyer_of_car...
jessie;;bleeding mascara™
[nine-oh-fo] duhh foo
popsiclexpaigelet
dancing at the disco
Early Ellie
The nearest window
ray[ne bow]
i wish to be in NYC, SC
um. yo?
(: heehee
im charlie.
im loud and outgoing.
i love colors, music, and photography.
i like meeting people...sotalk! :D
IUSESMILIESALOT.
sowhatifi'mtoolittletobenoticed.
sowhatifyoudontlovemeanymore.
sowhatifidontcare.
June 2
:/
me=atschool. andimREAAAALLYbored. ifyou'reon. talk? (i'll probably delete this blog tomorrow. heehee)
May 27
Fare Thee Well my Sweetest of...not...sweet...places?
a week from next monday, i am driving to Washington...
to stay.
so im saying goodbye right now...because i know i wont be ready
to say goodbye when the time counts.
i would also like to tell you guys that i might not be on here for a while.
(maybe i should write down my username and passwords and all
that wonderful junk)
but other than that. this is just saying goodbye.
my....town. the place i live now. i dislike you with a burning
passion. this state never was somewhere i wished to
live. to tell you the truth, i dont really know where i
want to live right now. all i know, is that it probably
wont be here.
i love you guys,...you that are here. even you that can't stand
me, even you that i was once "kin" with.
(heehee.."kin"). i love my family here, even though they make me
feel like an alien because i know i dont belong. i love
my friends even though i think we could be nicer and
more civilized to each other. and obviously, i love God
for everything he put me through here.
but from this day on.
it's "chill"
i am "chill".
im not even going to argue with anyone anymore.
im done. with it all.
May 9
:)
(that is, those of you reading this)
i am simply going to clear up one thing,
and if you dont mind, i'd like to input the truth.
:)
i dont write out of depression or anger or sadness.
i write only my dreams. ONLY MY DREAMS.
(and of course nightmares)
those of you who know me know im a pretty creative person.
and many of you have told me that i have an overactive
imagination.
and that's true.
there's just one thing.
please, don't question my writings.
:)
i post what i wish to post.
and if you think that of which you have read is..wierd,
you've yet to see that half of it.
:)
thank you.
have a lovely day.
:D
May 9
my mommy
:)
she's strutting around in this classy little dress that i just got her.
and she looks absolutely beautiful in it.
that makes my day wonderful.
May 7
what you want
your hand isn't in mine, and im starting to get lost.
there's a big part of me that's ready to let go, a big part.
but that's just a small view of the cost.
my hair is dripping as my head hangs low,
water streaking down my bare arms.
my head, heart, soul, my everything..is overflowing with sorrow.
there's a loud ringing, like fifty thousand alarms.
did you ever think it could hurt me this bad,
did you ever think about the consequences on my side.
im sure you aren't the least bit sad,
that tonight might be my chance to die.
there's an everlasting part of me that wants to fade,
there's an everlasting part that's ready to leave.
do you notice what you've made,
do you notice that you've created a terrible dream.
no, of course you dont.
and will you ever?
no, of course you wont.
and no, you wont ever.
you've torn me to shreds,
letting the pieces fall freely.
and you've locked me up in this shed,
and let my nightmares shamelessly beat me.
the bloods finding its way out now,
i taste it overflowing in my mouth.
i've fallen apart, i've finally bowed,
you've gotten what you want, im screaming out loud.
ray[ne bow]
hello beautiful! how good to hear from you
posted May 10
Patrick Alan of Shorelines End
you totally should!
posted May 09