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CHAOTIC CHARISMA
i have my likes and my dislikes.
DON'T add me.
not trying to be mean. i just think i'm going to decline.
i just don't want want to be a part of a friend list, then more and more freaky people keep asking me to be their friend. i honestly would add you, but don't want to be involved with all that chaos and what not.
i have this dood who i would totally accept the request, but i don't know. cautious i guess. then again i have this request where this girl is stoned and woah.
call it stupid, call it useless, whatever.
oh my freakinizing gawsh.
i haven't writen in this thinf in forever. i have xanga, tastyword, and this to write blogs. oh and i have a friendsorenemies and a friendster but i haven't visited those in forever. to top it of, i have all these useless sites yet i don't have a myspace. yeah - that's how cool i really am.
today i went to the mall i got 2 new bags. finally, i only had one - but i like that one. it's kick-awesome.
oh yeah and i'm having a hard time chosing what free song i should get. from poptarts. that's the only reason why i bought it.
by far...
my mom hates me. or maybe it's just because she wants at least ONE of her children to be skinny. although i still wouldn't consider myself skinny.
leigh anne gets $20 a week for food. EVERY. SINGLE. WEEK. i for one, never get money. and when she offers - i say no so that we can be even more rich, yet she gives MORE money to leigh anne. NOW, i want money for "food" aka, a purity ring. and now she won't give me some. in addition - she won't let me buy WITH MY OWN MONEY, a "to write love on her arms" shirt. and their wristband is too cute. SHE HATES ME. might as well give me for adoption. i need to do something right in my life. i'm doing my best to be a better Christian, i think i'm really improving.
but everything is going wrong.
the wrong guy likes me.
the wrong friends i have.
the wrong classes.
the wrong people in my classes.
the wrong pe group i'm in.
the wrong.. everything.
rush.
everything is rushing. projects here and there. homework everywhere. different supplies are needed everyday. you're brain can't shut down. stress. sserts - that's how stress looks like when you spell it backwards.
i can't believe i dislike school. no actually i can. school causes stress. when you do piano and don't practice at all - that brings you even more stress. stress causes gray hairs. gray hairs cause chaos. chaos causes into big time trouble. big time trouble brings big time trouble.
i would make this blog entertaining and funny, but my brain has officially shut down for the day. yet i still have to study for a test.
did i tell you like 99.9% of the guys in my school are trying to be punk? haha, funny.. all these poseurs. oh and 37.5% girls are trying to be punk? never saw an actual one, the only reason why they "converted" into one was because they think the guys are sexy. ehh, doubt it. with their "oh i just woke up and my hair turned out into this mess" hair when really - they've been combing it out until it's perfect for 4 hours. yeah, you know what i'm saying - i know you do.
scary leslie scaring kids.
i can't bellive that sksk is coming here and i'm missing it. i didn't even bother asking my parents if i could go because 1) they'll say no because if i can't go to vwt during the DAYTIME.. how will they let me got to sksk when it's during night and people are so close to you that you could have a baby? i don't know but i know that i'm missing a quarter of my life. today i think i ate a lot for breakast so i'm not hungry. i didn't eat lunch yet.. not planing too.
so what did i do today? oh yes, the most amusing part was switching my black shoelaces to white shoelaces to my converse. the garage was hot, it was like i was outside. i don't know how garages get hot. maybe because the air conditioners don't go on there. go figure.
psychspy
what\'s the weather like over there? lol. i mean,
hey, how\'s it goin\' :)
posted Sep 03
kneeknuh
hiiiiiiiii leslie! I just figured out how to comment
you on this blah i\'m so lame
posted Jul 15