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One Last chance

I'm standing with my arms up,

Towards the sky.

Asking God to please stop me but he doesn't.

Maybe this was his plan but then again I can't tell.

And now I’m down on my knees,

Praying to God

For one last time,

Asking for forgiveness

For what I’m about to do.

If he could find a way

To give everyone around me

The peace, the hope and the happiness I could never find

In this life.

Once again, I’m standing with my arms up towards the sky.

Telling him all about my plans,

Losing all my faith

Wishing someone or something would step in just in time,

But then again I’m just another nobody.

And now I’m down on my knees,

Praying to God

For one last chance,

Asking for forgiveness

For what I’m about to do.

Then just someone I’ve never met

Stops and ask how my day is going.

I say its fine and I really need to get going.

He keeps talking to me.

He says...

"Your not gunna be happy

Doing what you’re planning to do

The happiness the peace and the hope

You want to give away just because you haven't found it yet

In the truth you will be hurting the very ones you want to help."

That is all he says.

He turns to leave

I try to ask him something

Then he is gone

He vanished among the millions of faces

Every day out in the streets

And now I’m down on my knees,

Crying, begging to find that stranger

The stranger that saved my life.

Just for one last chance.

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Strong

You stand there in the corner all alone.

What stand out the most are your eyes.

I watch you for some time, fiddling pulling your hands in and out of your pockets.

Your eyes are darting back and forth, as someone was out to get you.

Every time I see you standing there in the corner, I am trying to find a way to simply walk over there and begin a conversation with you.

However, I am afraid that you might judge me.

You seem to hide behind the hood on your jacket.

I wish I could tell you everything.

You have this rage stronger than a lions.

Your spirit, so simple, seems to grow on me slowly.

As, I stand there watching you, everything that you do you make it look so easy.

The smell of the karate room mixed with the blue and red floors bring back memories.

Your eyes are like something else, they fixate me.

You are so powerful! Powerful I say!

You are so strong and powerful, everything you are I strive to be

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Can You?

Can you answer me? Someone once told me, when I was depressed, a couple of weeks or months ago I can’t remember when. “If you let the darkness swallow your soul when you’re young, it’s always going to be there hidden in you as you get older. That you should never let the darkness take over your emotions, that if you decide to end it all then you r going to hell! “But, is there any certain place or thing called heaven or hell? A devil or a God? Demons or Saints? Pure innocent or pure evil? Good or bad? Doesn’t the bible say that God forgives all his children, no matter how bad they sin, as long as they ask for, forgiveness? So aren’t we contradicting ourselves saying that we are going to hell if we do, does It., because God still forgives, doesn’t he? I am not against your religion, because I believe that there is something far greater beyond the walls of this world. I am just asking questions that no one can answer when I ask them. Me I would love to hear what you have to say.

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Zero

We all begin as zero,

As nothing

We build our self up,

One by one, piece by piece, brick by brick.

Just to have it all knocked down to nothing,

To zero, to nothing more, and nothing else.

Sometimes it's just a dusty cloud or a pile of rubble, but then we're back to nothing.

An empty space is all that is left.

We always try and pick our self’s up,

From the zero we have been reduced to,

And yet we're still left with nothing.

No matter how hard we try to pick up the bricks and pieces,

And start over they seem to weigh more and more.

Until we can no longer pick them up, and start over from zero.

And then again we're back at zero,

At nothing,

Looking out into the empty space, reduced to nothing more than zero.

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New Beginning

Today she has a smile on her face, and she doesn't really know why.

Everyone ask her why she is so happy lately these days.

All she tells them is that someone she cares a lot about made her stop and think

About the way she was living her life.

Now her crystal blue eyes, seem to be the clearest

That they have ever been.

Come to think about it they have never been this clear in her entire life.

Until now.

She began to think about why they had changed from the cloudy, and hazed over eyes.

Why, because she was letting go of her past.

She was starting over, a new beginning.

Without him making her think about the way she was living her life, she would have ended up killing herself many months ago.

He made her think about how great life is if she would just give life a chance.

He gave her a chance to start over,

And now she has a new beginning

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