I Miss You
Posted March 16, 2008
The thought runs through my mind everyday.
What if things had never changed?
What if you were still here by my side?
Would we still be what we use to be?
Or would we be nothing at all?
The thoughts fill me with guilt.
I keep telling myself that I'm over you.
But, I'm begining to realize that it's all a lie.
You were my first true love, I can't let that go.
Your memories will remain with me forever.
I miss your touch.
I miss your voice.
I miss your kiss.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your smile.
I miss the moments that we looked deep into each others eyes.
Those were the moments that I felt as if I'd never loose you.
Once again, I was wrong.
I felt the meaning in your voice when you said I love you.
You were the first to ever show me that you care,
The first to ever to make me feel so in love and alive,
The fist to hold me close and make me feel safe,
The first to truly break my heart.
-Nicki-
