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Nicki [Narcotic]

Sorry kiddos,
I have a life now.
Don't expect to hear back from me on here.

Oh, and by the way,
Stop faking me, sketchos.
kaythnxbye.

 
 
July 6

Signs


Real Amazing Shit

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Tyler
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James
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March 16

I Miss You

The thought runs through my mind everyday.
What if things had never changed?
What if you were still here by my side?
Would we still be what we use to be?
Or would we be nothing at all?
The thoughts fill me with guilt.
I keep telling myself that I'm over you.
But, I'm begining to realize that it's all a lie.
You were my first true love, I can't let that go.
Your memories will remain with me forever.
I miss your touch.
I miss your voice.
I miss your kiss.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your smile.
I miss the moments that we looked deep into each others eyes.
Those were the moments that I felt as if I'd never loose you.
Once again, I was wrong.
I felt the meaning in your voice when you said I love you.
You were the first to ever show me that you care,
The first to ever to make me feel so in love and alive,
The fist to hold me close and make me feel safe,
The first to truly break my heart.

-Nicki-

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March 16

Scenes of You

Desperate to feel your touch, to taster your kiss, to hear your voice.
But, I know I've lost it all.
Nothing will ever be the same.
Yet, the memories still remain.
I can't forget the face that meant so much.
That kept the smile on my face.
But, now it's faded.

Watch as my heart falls from my chest.
Scenes of you play on repeat in my head.
The memories won't erase.
My love is killed.
All of my love is killed.
[Repeat]

I've been dying to tell you everything that I have been thinking.
Please tell me, why does this pain continue,
Even when I know you're gone forever?
My body shakes and the tears fall from my eyes.
All because I know I've lost you forever.
Come back to me and stop this bleeding.
Fix my broken heart that longs for you.

Watch as my heart falls from my chest.
Scenes of you play on repeat in my head.
The memories won't erase.
My love is killed.
All of my love is killed.
[Repeat]

And I know that it's all my fault.
But, I can't get you out of my head.
I could have stopped it all from happening.
But, I was too blind.
To see that it was all crashing down.
Now, it's too late.
You're too far from my reach.
It's all over.

Watch as my heart falls from my chest.
Scenes of you play on repeat in my head.
The memories won't erase.
My love is killed.
All of my love is killed.
[Repeat x’s 2]

Now you're gone...
My love is killed...
All of my love is killed...

-Nicki-

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January 17

Plates Of Lies

I fell into your pool of lies and manipulation.
You fed me spoon fulls of lies.
One after another.
They were beginning to taste good.
I ate them all up and never thought twice about it.
I should have opened my eyes and realized,
It was a deadly posion you were feeding me.
It all came crashing down so quickly.
You made me feel low and worthless.
Like I meant nothing to you.
But still, I kept devouring your many lies and excuses.
You were the only thing I needed.
Just like a drug, I kept going back for more.
Not thinking about anything else.
Leaving everything good I had behind.
Loosing the people I truely loved most.
Forgetting it all for your plates of lies.

-Nicki-

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November 6

Three Words

How can three simple words that are over used so much be the three words that we long to hear?
We search for so long just to hear these three misused words.
How do you know when you've found the person who is sincere and true when those three words come out of their mouth?
Three simple words that can complete your world or make it all come crashing down.
The three words that can be abused and misunderstood when said in a lie.
Three manipulative, deceiving words that can break your heart.
Three pure and true words that can make you feel so alive.
The three over used words that can mean so much.
I love you.
xnickix


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lucy diamond

hey!how are you? i´d like to share some music with
you! BM gots a NEW RECORD!!! it´s alternative music.
you can listen it on http://www.purevolume.com/bjmo if
you like it become his fan please! =) leave your
comment please!

Secret

hey how u doin if u like rap music check out my music
when u hav free time
www.purevolume.com/secretentertainment

XZakeryX

hey what is up sorry i just forgot about this thing and
i am back on finally after like 3 years haha

Mopboy (Chiostein)

Hi Nicki.

JON

hey whats up..... if you get a chance u should
check out a band called 200 west. I think you would
dig their sound.

Malachi

Orange soda pic is pretty awsome.... Please search our
band "play the bones" thanks

stesha.kay

nice hair

Rock´nRollBoy182

hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock band
called "Biggest Lie"
http://www.purevolume.com/biggestlie :) add Biggest
Lie..ok?! bye and keep rockkk

 
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