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CAROLAG388
Age: 17
Joined On: Sep 10, 2006
iamthe1
dead in the vally
[M U R D E R O T I C A]
Bismarck, North Dakota
spencerlane fan page
Pittsburgh, PA
graveboy
Sydney
fashion is my life, nothing more nothing less
actually yes to the more part
im in love with my sewing machine, then comes boys
i come in a pair, its just me and my best friend mia
i complusively bite my nails
i tryed to be a vegaterian but after 5 months i lost it and ate some bacon
my last name means hot girl
i say whatever i want, thats the number one thing about me
im a hopeless romantic so try me
another best friend of mine would be my cat, but i dont think he likes me very much
im learning chinese in my school, ive been taking it since 4th grade
im a vintage whore, i love it-from the 40's to the 80's its all amazing
i want to be a fashion designer, like betsey johnson
i wouldnt mind being part fairy
i could choke about 60% of my school
yeah, thats about it
tokidoki
sometimes things just make no sense. tokidoki desribes today. somtimes i just cant get shit.
any boys and love and grades.
i might as well fail life now. why cant i? whats holding me down? whats keeping me you from falling, or in my case, keeping me from killing myself. and im going straight to hell
damn
im not even gona be gave a chance.. okay whose thiss... Carola Goraca...ohh god yes right to hell she goes. no where else.
thats how its gona happen.
today sucked. so the boy im in love with from a far. and when i say a far i mean ehh i good 10 feet. i cant talk to him. when i have a HUGE chance i chock which means that i like him more than any other boy before. i cant talk to him. if wrods cant come out of my mouth you know Carola is in trouble. Somthing it very wrong with i dont talk or cant talk.
words make up my life.
and i think that even if i couldnt talk people wouldnt talk to me
people talk to me because im a 'topic' im contrversial
people talk about me becuase i talk about them
i interest people in gerneral
that why i alwasy get looks in the hallway
good or bad
today i was in fashion class and we had to think of groups of fashion styles
like
prep
goth
ghetto
high fashion
urban
etc..
and my friend raised there hand and said i have a group
they said the Carola Goraca group
they said she is someone , she is herself and no one fits into that group
she doesnt fit into any group
that fixed me fucked day
fuck
i cant go to the say anything concert, i might as well just die.
i have a field hockey game that day, its not like i want to go anyway
last game we won, which was surprising because we sorta suck and princeton is sorta doesnt.
im dedicating my future months maybe even a year to read the diaries of Andy Warhol. it will be amazing, the books pages are equal to the ones of a dictionary but its Andy Warhol, it has to be really intresting.
today my best friend is in the processinf--ending processing--of soon having a boyfriend. are you fucking kidding? where is mine. tho i am so happy for her, i mean her feelings are mine and im KNOW thats how she feels about me too. but i need a guy soon. or somthing is about to explode
tho--i totally pone her with my new clothes i got haha
i have a bunch of guys on my mine and they wont go away
ever
so i have to meet new people so eventually they will be forced to leave my head
which i am greatly looking forword too
ahh time for dinner
xTIMMYx
hey, whats up? if you could, take some time to listen
to my band, at purevolume.com/ignitetheashes add us if
you like =) later.
posted May 21
mia murder
oh, you caught me! I think about your mom all the time!
posted Dec 03
mia murder
Every time I sing at the top of my lungs in a car I
think of you.
posted Nov 26
mia murder
I HAVEN\'T COMMENTED YOU IN FOREVER!!!! I
posted Nov 05
mia murder
I DIDN\'T GET TO SAY BYE TO YOU!! call me asap tomorrow
tell me how the night out w/ your boy went. Also are
you free tomorrow/will you be able to hang out? If not
don\'t worry about it we\'ll hang out...next sat? i
prob have play rehearsal but we can work around it.Sun
I have powderpuff and I promised fri to ryan amy and
rachel which leaves eric hanging but oh well. He just
left my house haha I have to tell you what happened.
posted Oct 21
mia murder
\"Um, I have a boyfriend?\" Shouldn\'t it be I HAVE A
BOYFRIEND!!!!11!!!1!!!!!!!!!! ?
posted Oct 21
mia murder
HAHAH I love you
posted Oct 19
corbin[killedthepromqueen]
hot one day and cold the next.
posted Oct 19