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CARISSA
Age: 17
Location: california!
Joined On: Jun 09, 2008
The name is Carissa.
born &raised in texas but i live in california.
im 17 &very independent.
i can be a bitch if you get on my badside.
if i want something bad enough then im
going to fight like hell to get it.
jealousy is a form of flattery :).
i dont take shit from anyone &i stand
up for what i believe in.
you dont like me i really could care less.
i have way more guy friends then girls.
im a country girl at heart.
im down to earth but i have a wild side!
rap rock &country is all i listen to.
i absolutely hate classical oldies
&jazz music.
my family &friends come before
everyone in my life.
im a firm believer in god.
i dont have regrets in my life
because at one point or another
its exactly what i wanted.
im not your typical girly-girl.
i love hunting & fishing.
i love football &i love the cowboys.
im a really big daredevil.
my brothers &parents are my true heroes;
i am who i am today because of them.
i dont trust easily so dont take
advantage of it because once its gone;
your not getting it back.
my myspace is www.myspace.com/xox_kissa_xox.
wanna know more just ask.
I don't forgive people because I'm weak.
I forgive them because I'm
strong enough to understand
people make mistakes & sometimes
you tell yourself the things you need to hear
favorite song!
Clay Walker - I Hate Nights Like This lyrics
I thought I was healin' up
I was doin' fine, I felt like, I haven't felt
in a long, long time
But its funny how life
Can put you in a place where you been before
and leave you lying there like a beggar, knockin' on the door
I thought I, had escaped this pain in my heart
But it knew right where to find me
Like a ghost in the dark
That's why I hate nights like this
It makes me want to be in love
I hate nights like this
When you can count the stars above
And there's no one to kiss
I hate nights like this
Its alright, I'll be ok
I'll just wait for the clouds
Hit my knees, pray for rain
Just fall down
Maybe the moon wont be so bright
when it stairs into the sun
It'll know I got even when the morning comes
But I'll just deal, with what I'm dealt
Cool wind in my hair
Standin' here waves crashin' in
and the clean smell of salt air
I hate nights like this
It makes me want to be in love
I hate nights like this
When you can count the stars above
And there's no one to kiss
I hate nights like this
You know I hate nights like this
It makes me want to be in love
I hate nights like this
You can count the stars above
And there's no one to kiss
I hate nights like this
quotes :)
above all, be true to yourself,
and if you cannot put your heart in it,
take yourself out of it.
- hardy d. jackson
you can spend your whole life building a wall
of facts between you and anything real.
you have to learn from your mistakes, and grow. and know
that if it can happen once, it can happen twice.
- the hills
forgive your enemies
but never, never forget their names.
- john f. kennedy
you don't just automatically love someone. you have to
slowly learn to trust, then you start believing them. you want
to be with them more to the point where you're jealous of
anyone who tries to be with that person. then it gets you
mad but you get past it, you can't be jealous anymore.
you can't because you have this undying confidence that this
person will never leave you, they will never betray you,
and that they would never pick someone else over you,
that you're irreplaceable. that's when the confidence
hits you, that you really do love each other and it's unbreakable.
sometimes we have to see for ourselves. we have to make
our own mistakes. we have to learn our own lessons.
we have to sweep today's possibilites under tomorrow's
rug until we can't anymore. until we understand.
- grey's anatomy
believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it,
no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own
reason and your own common sense.
- buddha
to get up in the morning only to know
that you will have to face another
obstacle takes strength. to smile when
the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery.
to act happy & laugh when you know
that times are at their worst takes courage.
to be joyous when the only good news is
best of the bad news takes support.
to be there & help others through
the roughest times in life takes love.
growing up. moving on. letting go.
living life the way she wants. so what
if you think she's being selfish? she's
never done anything for herself before.
she's finally learning to live.
life.
I as sat here listening to the song Just a Few Questions I have by Clay Walker it made me think....alot. It makes me question everything that has happened in my life. Why does my grandfather have cancer? Why was J.J. so stupid to drink and drive and take someone elses life &his? Why does god put people in our life when they are just going to be taken away? Why do people have to be so cold and lie in the worst possible way? Why why why? Everytime I think on all of this I want to blame god so bad but I know I cant. Its not him who makes our decisions for us in life....its us. J.J. had the chance to stop drinking but his friends are just as guilty as him. You are not a real friend when you help someone to their car because they are to drunk to walk, you give them their keys and wish them off knowing how drunk he was, knowing he could of killed someone & he did. To me you should be punished because you were responsible for him in some sort of way. J.J was a good kid so I always ask my self why him? I dont know the answer to this or the answer to most of these questions I have. I know one thing though. God puts obsticles infront of us to overcome it &become stronger. I think J.J. was a wakeup call for me, to make me realize I was being stupid and that I wasnt only hurting myself, that I was hurting my family too. If it wasnt for his death I would prolly be at rock bottom right now &in some of the worst shit possible. For the "liars", you will get what you deserve. I believe strongly in the saying Karma is a bitch. I hope you know that you will forever be in my book as dirt. I have no respect for you &you will never gain that and my trust back. I used to chase after the people that walked out of my life but I stopped. They walked out on me so therefor thats apart of my past and many more friends will come. &as for my grandfather its taught me not to take anything for granted. To cherish every moment here on this earth, to forgive and forget cause in a flash your life or someone close to you could me taken away from this earth. God has been the one person I can fall back on when everything is going wrong. I have my friends and family to help me get through this &they are more than amazing. There are still many questions but for now I will wait for the answers. For now I will enjoy my life &live it day by day. Cherish the people in my life &feel sorry for those that either dont know me or have chosen to walk out of it.
ARMYOFONEuk
hey wots up?..i'm mark..hope ur doin good..so hows ur
day goin so far?? :)
posted Jun 24
Tony Ro
hey there gorgeous im tony. hows ur summer goin?
posted Jun 20
Mooberry
baby girl ! You're so getting thrown in a suitcase!
posted Jun 12