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CAMDAMAN
Age: 102
Location: the 805 (where its straight up gansta)
Joined On: Sep 02, 2006
Occupation: poor man on the corner of your street
Website: GIRLSGONEWILD.COM
Sometimes I wonder if you ever really did love me. We always told each other we loved each other but its easy to just say the three words but its almost as hard as getting into heaven to mean it. Sure of course you meant it, what was foolish old me thinking right? Wrong, if you loved me you would have learned to deal with my foolish and right out of the toilet attitude. And if you loved me so much wouldnt you have noticed I was feeling depressed and wouldnt you have noticed the deep thrashes in my wrist? Well you didnt and now its way to late because Im sitting here up on a cloud looking down on you living your life just fine. If you loved me so much how in the whole fucking world did you not show up at my god forsaken funeral. I was watching you closely, I was the fly on your wall and you were sitting on the bed playing your little sickening games and it makes me sick to my stomach to even mention your name now. I loved you, you betrayed me, I loved you, you ditched me, I loved you, and you murdered me. Youre a sickening plague-ridden, you fabricated sad excuses to be without me to be with your REAL friends. Well all I know is that you slowly tortured my heart and then unmercifully murdered me, and when you went to my grave desecrated it. All I can say is thank you because I would rather lie to you like you did than me because my true bottle up and burden me. But if I said them I might hurt you and thats the one thing I never wanted to do, even when you did your worst to me
I Never Learned
Left in the hallway,
Abandoned in
The hallway,
Where we had our first kiss,
A dent in the wall from my fist,
I told you meant the world to me,
But Im in this hallway alone,
Looking back at the memories we had,
Wishing I were with you making more,
Will he ever learn?
You said to your friends
But you were the one that didnt know a thing,
You were my life,
You were my love,
You were my death,
I left you a note in your room,
Telling you why,
Telling you I would always love you,
Hope you find it,
I told you I needed you,
I told you I lived for your kiss,
When I was dying,
I tasted your lips on mine,
Like it just happened,
I just wish you were still mine,
But its ending now,
Because Im hanging in the hallway,
Waiting for you to walk in to school on Monday,
I told you I loved you more than life,
I told you so many times,
And hopefully by Monday,
You will know that I really did,
I hope you do.
I guess I never learned
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im bored and i dont know what to do so im blogging...i just had my first couple of days of high school and we're on a break already...pretty cool ey...ya so i gotta go and...do stuff i guess so yea bye
JNLLLLLLLLLL
Aye, I saw you at school yesterdayyy. Do you have
metals 6th period?
posted Dec 02
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