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March 10th 2003: Wish You Were Here

I come to find that today is March 10th 2007, and its a sad day. Today is the day where my friend Donald Parker Smith commited suicide.
It wasnt until last night after midnight that i relized it. I was staring at the date on my computer and i thought.
"why does this date look soo familiar." and then i relized its been 4 years.
Every year that goes by, when his death date goes by or his birthday i realize i'm gettin older and i wish he was too. He would have been 19. My gosh. 19 years old. He would of been a grown up. I cant even imagine. He was truely an Angel on earth its heartbreaking to think of him somewhere else.
i have dreams every now and then of why havent talked to him in awhile, as if he were still alive or something and we havent talked in ages, and then i think
"why havent i talked to him in so long" in my dream. Then i wake up to the abrubt and cold truth of reality, that he isnt here.
Being the age that Parker was he had experienced alot, alot more heart ache than joyful. I wish that i could of given him some sort of happiness.
He will never experience driving, or having a lisence, or getting married, or having kids. God knows he would of had beautiful kids.
He had a smile and a personality that set my heart on fire. You never meet a guy like him twice in a life time. I'm lucky i met him once.

If ur reading this please do me a favor and dont comment on it. I appreciate that u took the time to read this, but its personal and i would rather anyone not comment and totally demine what i wrote.
Thanks, and Thanks again for reading.

Calley

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