REALY BORED
Posted September 26, 2007
MAN today i did nothing it was bad for me it was raining all day it sucked so bad, anyway i have been up to no good so far this fall, i haven't been working much, so I'm not making any money
my 3 year old niece cracks me up, there are some pictures of her on here, she has too much energy for her age, she mad me mad today and now i feel bad i told her i was sorry, shes sweet, she excepted the apology, what should i do now its 11:00pm nothing to do, I'm so bored but glued to this chair what to do, bring magic to my land so i can be happy and playful for i feel dole and used, upset, angry and blown away by all the fools of my life in the past few days, i had a girlfriend for a short while but she said we couldn't last, so now thats the past month, sometimes i want to run away but i know i cant cause i have to love the others who need me here, i cant let my passion get in the way, so enough said i will let the dead over take me, for i feel empty, I'm trying to regain my inner sense, is it sup post to be like this, run away to that safe place that you cant find or hide from, I need to backup, all these things i hate need stop so i can take a new step, moving forward, i wish, you people just let me be for if you stab me in the back i will be gone for eternity
so enough said so if you really love me you would just tell me.
caby
