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Condemned by a single kiss
Betrayed eternally I'll rip inside your soul
Contaminating the world
Defying god and son
Black heart that brings your death
Living in infamy
DRINK THE FLESH OF LIFE ITSELF // PREPARE TO REIGN A THOUSAND YEARS
I'll kill you and your dreams tonight // Begin new life // Bleed your death upon me // Let your bloodline feed my youth
Blame god chosen children
As you die, I'm immortal
Faithless, no religion
Stalking prey is my confession
Captive blood enslavement
Pain and hunger drives your madness
Drink flesh life itself
PREPARE TO REIGN A THOUSAND YEARS
Random Shit for Creative Writing
Munch munch munch I love oreos A poem of my choice What would that be about? Something…. Like Metallica? I would think so. Munch munch munch Mmmmm oreos MINTY GOODNESS!!! Tonight, we lie awake. Remember how the coffe made us shake on those long drives for one more llong night. Another seven days Heartbeat racing the interstate my home tonight For one more long night I’m sure as hell the happiest I’ve ever been I love hit the lights METALLICAAAAAAAAA Lol it looks my like my computer is off Thoughtless Don’t know what to type about I hate He likes to bat That silly cat Lol catyie Rainbows on the chalkboard Catyie is really silly. Let me tell you Anywho….. what’s going on? Oh yeah, rainbow chalkboard. And theyre sparkly. Munch munch munch METALLLLICA wow, I can’t wait for metallica to come They’re so awesome And amazing You know . Lol and I don’t know what catyie is typing. But it looks interesting And I’ ADVISOR GROUP 13! Here in the computer lab. You know, you know. But they’re not as cool as 9 Even thought they have rainbowed chalkboards Woah Click lick lasdfl;kj Oops GOOGLE IT Catyie is so sketchy She’s staring Catyie is a singing jerk And a twitching jerk YOU KNOW WHT CATYIE You’re not good at writing poe Jesus, hanging on the wall. You might just fall, or decend to the floor. Crashing down in an epic way “It’S A SIGN!” THEY WILL ALL SAY But little do they know It waqs just me Behind that wall Knicking on the wood. Aned I made that Jeuss fall. Yes, it was epic. And they will never know the true reason for it. Ever. And I’m just typing Asnd typing… Into the black abyss of technology. Okay .. a poem.. a poem… What to write about I’M GONNA SNEEEEEEZEEE *sneezes* OH MAN EPIC Okat. New start. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…. Sunrise at Mercy shores Purple skies DISTRACTIONS at every turn Okay new idea Distractions, at every turn. Inevitasble they come. No way to stop them. Buzzing around like a hurricane of craziness. I must find a place Without catyie buggin g me. CATYIE = GRAMMAR NAZI Anywho, back to my poem Ah la la la la! Oh shit, back to the poem Distraction Best friends with boredom. Unescapable Is there anything to that could subside all these distractionstick tock tick tock I’M SURE AS HELL THE HAPPISET I’VE EVER BENN. Fresh autumn leaves Leavesssss Rewindddddd Cab’ Cab;’ Can’t consentrate Is my mind going numb? Is it about to implode? Should I go to the doctor?
FUCK history essays
A. WHY WAS JACKSON ONE OF THE MOST POPULAR AND UNPOPULAR OF AMERICAN PRESIDENTS? GIVE EXAMPLES.
Jackson was popular because of the democracy he set up, patronage, and the general idea of the spoils system. Jackson also shared the beliefs of Americans who feared that the power of the government might rise to greatly. He attacked politicians who he thought were corrupt and laws that he thought would limit the freedom of his people. Using his power of the veto, he restricted federal activity as much as possible. With all these positives, he was a very popular guy. Then there was the Tariff of 1828. I dont even have to explain this, but man, do Americans hate high taxes! He also headed the Indian relocation. Those were some pretty angry Indians after they were forced to move just so that the white folk could take over. He even caused the Trail of Tears. Yeah, there were a lot of sad Indians back in the day.
B. WHAT WAS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ABOLITIONISTS AND THE MOVEMENT FOR WOMEN'S RIGHTS?
Abolitionists wanted to abolish slavery. These abolitionists spent all their time trying to free the slaves. But what makes slaves so different from women? Neither blacks nor women had any freedom. Women could not vote, while neither could the blacks. Two groups; struggling for equality. Hand in hand they fought for their rights. Both were inferiors, rising to the top.
C. DESCRIBE THE SITUATION AS IT EXISTED BETWEEN THE NORTH AND SOUTH FROM THE YEARS 1820-1850
With out a doubt, slavery existed in both the north and the south of America. But the one key difference was that the hate was much stronger down south.
D. EXPLAIN THE DEVELOPMENT OF THE NATIONAL ECONOMY IN THE EARLY DECADES OF THE 1800'S
During the early 1800s Americans realized that with the different parts of the country came different places for work. In the northwest people grew corn, wheat, and other grains. In the northeast, pork, beef, and beer were made. Industrialization increased a lot when Eli Whitney invented the cotton gin. Pennsylvania had a huge coal-mining industry. Also, the northeast was full of people looking for work. Because of this city populations greatly rose.
Death of a salesman
I HATE THIS FUCKING BOOK
Willy Loman
Despite his desperate searching through his past, Willy does not achieve the self-realization or self-knowledge typical of the tragic hero. The quasi-resolution that his suicide offers him represents only a partial discovery of the truth. While he achieves a professional understanding of himself and the fundamental nature of the sales profession, Willy fails to realize his personal failure and betrayal of his soul and family through the meticulously constructed artifice of his life. He cannot grasp the true personal, emotional, spiritual understanding of himself as a literal loman or low man. Willy is too driven by his own willy-ness or perverse willfulness to recognize the slanted reality that his desperate mind has forged. Still, many critics, focusing on Willys entrenchment in a quagmire of lies, delusions, and self-deceptions, ignore the significant accomplishment of his partial self-realization. Willys failure to recognize the anguished love offered to him by his family is crucial to the climax of his torturous day, and the play presents this incapacity as the real tragedy. Despite this failure, Willy makes the most extreme sacrifice in his attempt to leave an inheritance that will allow Biff to fulfill the American Dream.
Bens final mantraThe jungle is dark, but full of diamondsturns Willys suicide into a metaphorical moral struggle, a final skewed ambition to realize his full commercial and material capacity. His final act, according to Ben, is not like an appointment at all but like a diamond . . . rough and hard to the touch. In the absence of any real degree of self-knowledge or truth, Willy is able to achieve a tangible result. In some respect, Willy does experience a sort of revelation, as he finally comes to understand that the product he sells is himself. Through the imaginary advice of Ben, Willy ends up fully believing his earlier assertion to Charley that after all the highways, and the trains, and the appointments, and the years, you end up worth more dead than alive.
Biff Loman
Unlike Willy and Happy, Biff feels compelled to seek the truth about himself. While his father and brother are unable to accept the miserable reality of their respective lives, Biff acknowledges his failure and eventually manages to confront it. Even the difference between his name and theirs reflects this polarity: whereas Willy and Happy willfully and happily delude themselves, Biff bristles stiffly at self-deception. Biffs discovery that Willy has a mistress strips him of his faith in Willy and Willys ambitions for him. Consequently, Willy sees Biff as an underachiever, while Biff sees himself as trapped in Willys grandiose fantasies. After his epiphany in Bill Olivers office, Biff determines to break through the lies surrounding the Loman family in order to come to realistic terms with his own life. Intent on revealing the simple and humble truth behind Willys fantasy, Biff longs for the territory (the symbolically free West) obscured by his fathers blind faith in a skewed, materialist version of the American Dream. Biffs identity crisis is a function of his and his fathers disillusionment, which, in order to reclaim his identity, he must expose.
Linda Loman - Willys loyal, loving wife. Linda suffers through Willys grandiose dreams and self-delusions. Occasionally, she seems to be taken in by Willys self-deluded hopes for future glory and success, but at other times, she seems far more realistic and less fragile than her husband. She has nurtured the family through all of Willys misguided attempts at success, and her emotional strength and perseverance support Willy until his collapse.
Happy Loman
Happy shares none of the poetry that erupts from Biff and that is buried in Willyhe is the stunted incarnation of Willys worst traits and the embodiment of the lie of the happy American Dream. As such, Happy is a difficult character with whom to empathize. He is one-dimensional and static throughout the play. His empty vow to avenge Willys death by finally beat[ing] this racket provides evidence of his critical condition: for Happy, who has lived in the shadow of the inflated expectations of his brother, there is no escape from the Dreams indoctrinated lies. Happys diseased condition is irreparablehe lacks even the tiniest spark of self-knowledge or capacity for self-analysis. He does share Willys capacity for self-delusion, trumpeting himself as the assistant buyer at his store, when, in reality, he is only an assistant to the assistant buyer. He does not possess a hint of the latent thirst for knowledge that proves Biffs salvation. Happy is a doomed, utterly duped figure, destined to be swallowed up by the force of blind ambition that fuels his insatiable sex drive.
Charley - Willys next-door neighbor. Charley owns a successful business and his son, Bernard, is a wealthy, important lawyer. Willy is jealous of Charleys success. Charley gives Willy money to pay his bills, and Willy reveals at one point, choking back tears, that Charley is his only friend.
Bernard - Bernard is Charleys son and an important, successful lawyer. Although Willy used to mock Bernard for studying hard, Bernard always loved Willys sons dearly and regarded Biff as a hero. Bernards success is difficult for Willy to accept because his own sons lives do not measure up.
Ben - Willys wealthy older brother. Ben has recently died and appears only in Willys daydreams. Willy regards Ben as a symbol of the success that he so desperately craves for himself and his sons.
The Woman - Willys mistress when Happy and Biff were in high school. The Womans attention and admiration boost Willys fragile ego. When Biff catches Willy in his hotel room with The Woman, he loses faith in his father, and his dream of passing math and going to college dies.
Howard Wagner - Willys boss. Howard inherited the company from his father, whom Willy regarded as a masterful man and a prince. Though much younger than Willy, Howard treats Willy with condescension and eventually fires him, despite Willys wounded assertions that he named Howard at his birth.
Stanley - A waiter at Franks Chop House. Stanley and Happy seem to be friends, or at least acquaintances, and they banter about and ogle Miss Forsythe together before Biff and Willy arrive at the restaurant.
Miss Forsythe and Letta - Two young women whom Happy and Biff meet at Franks Chop House. It seems likely that Miss Forsythe and Letta are prostitutes, judging from Happys repeated comments about their moral character and the fact that they are on call.
Jenny - Charleys secretary.
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I haven't posted a blog before. I suppose I should so people don't think that I'm a loser. ...even though I already am. So, incase anyone was wondering, today was amazing. Why ? You'll never know. It doesn't matter. All that you need to know is that I'm happy and smiling. Its good when Christine smiles, because its so damn contagious. Did I spell that right ? I have no clue .. whatever. I'm tired. I hope you're interested in my life. It can be very boring at times but right now, its boring. Yepppp. And i'm REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY happy. Thanks to catyie carr. I love her. love love love love love. =) SURE DO! Ahhhh I love being happy its such an amazing feeling. You should try it sometime. Cheer up emo kid. I had to say that, it just fit so perfect there. I mean you can also say that about metalheads too, i guess...since they're kinda angry almost all the time. I guess. If you were to steriotype. I guess. Wow I'm a loser. But I'm a loser that likes to type and who makes her friends giggle !! hehehe. Just like that. So,yeah. I love sneaking around. it makes me feel so badass. Mmmmmm badass YESSS !! sneaky sneaky. Beccause right now i'm totally grounded so i'm totally not supposed to go on the computer but right now i'm at home, at my house sneaking on the computer i'm not supposed to be on and talking to people on the AIM messenger service that i'm not supposed to be on . and i went somewhere without someone knowing and did something without people knowing. uhm, that didn't make sense. it only made sense in my head. wow i'm tired. that kind of tired where you know you're tired but you look at the clock and its kind of early and you're like "I can't go to bed now" so you stay up and get even more tired and then you almost pass out but then your best friend calls you and you're on the phone for about two hours and then you finally hang up with him and then a few minutes later just as you're about to get into bed when the love of your life calls you and you're like I CAN'T HANG UP ON HIM FOR SLEEP ! HE'S TOO AMAZING !! so you talk to him for a while and then you almost pass out since you're so tired and then you finally go to sleep and then sleep until 12 am the next morning and its UBER amazing. yeah, i'm that kind of tired. so, i'm going to go talk to my friend on the phone about how happy i am, TTYL FOOL !!! pCe oUt..!
