Hey people how is everyone?? well my name is Andrew.... I.. well I love California that was my home for 7 years till i moved to Ohio :( o well... when I was two years old my mom divorced my dad because he did cocaine and a lot of drugs... after that my mom got married to my step-dad now Chris... well I grew up in a small town in California... well it wasn't that small, my church had 2,ooo people in it so no one new anyone... it was hard, I thought I knew the Lord I was baptized... and all that good stuff, I prayed.. but for all the wrong stuff... I don't know why but when I was ten my family chose to move out to Ohio.. when I got here I still was thinking that I really knew Jesus Christ... well I didn't... I did sometimes had thoughts of suicide... it was hard but God got me past all that... any whoo after living in Ohio for about one year we meet a family who took us to a small church... as soon as I got in there I felt warmth... and love lots of love.. it was small enough that everyone knew everyone... after going there for a while we went on a missions trip to Mississippi to help with victims of Hurricane Karenina... it was there that we sang a song called "Blessed Be Your Name" as we were singing that song I just got hit... I felt God going threw me... He touched my life that day... sure I'm like everyone of you people I get up in the morning and i stub my toe it seems like I am having the worst day of my life... well all my days are like this because my step-dad Chris is an Alcoholic... I have know clue what it is going to be like when I get home... I don't know if when I get home if I am going to find my step-dad on the floor dead... because he has said that he will kill people an/or himself... so I don't know what is going to happen in my life the next time I turn around I don't know if my mom will be dead tonight...I have no clue but God does..I finely found this out a few years ago He has a gift for me and a plain... I just pray and I get past the day I can't keep still till He comes back for us..I truly pray for each of you who see my page and I pray that God is with you... if you want to talk to me or my band 4Eternity email is firstname.lastname@example.org or email@example.com ok have a good life see you in heaven!!!!!