sad story
Posted July 20, 2006
i saw superman FINALLY!
he is my lover! and he looks hotter than ever in this movie!
it was a totally awsome! movie loved it! could watch it over and over agian!
but that was the only thing that made me feel good about myself this week... ya pretty much a sad story... and this damn music is making me feel worse yet soothes me! its crazy!
well my sad story i need to tell someone! and telling my parents or sisters are not an option. and my friends sure don't want to hear it... and all they do is judge him... same with my paretns.and family
all everyone says anymore when i feel sad or upset... is that its time for dumping of hes to young for you... or its just like last time hes hurting you... hes not hurting me and he does care about me i know he does and i know he likes me alot and i like him alot as well... nobody wants me to go out with him in highschool but im going to... i just dont see why people always care about me yet still judge him thats hurting me by judging my boyfriend so if your gonna judge him then dont care... cause other wise i don't want you to...ok but back to my sad story... well see for the past like two weeks he hasn't been tlaking to me much... like we didn't talk for like even a minute... hes been busy with friends camps sports family... well then wednesday... he tells me this is the week he is leaving... for 10days and so the other night we got in a fight... how everything is turning out like last time. he didn't talk to me much and now he is leaving me... and i just don't want him to forget me... like i feel now that he forgot me cause of friends and sports and everything hes to busy to even talk to me a little bit... and then when he leaves i feel like im just not going to exists anymore... and hes gonna come back and hes not gonna even spare a minute to even look at me... and i don't want that to happen... i really like him... i know he likes me but hes forgetting it... i think.. but i just had to say something to someone...
all there is left to say
i love you kaleb... really do
Brooke
ps i know im kinda dramatic...
