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BROKEINCITYSKY
Age: 15
Location: purposly lost
Joined On: Jul 10, 2007
Occupation: start a band, rule the world
Website: http://www.stepheniemeyer.co...
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well, Hello there =]
Dont worry, I'm getting some new/much better pictures very very soon.
well, Hello there =]
First of all, my parents named me Sarah. So that's what I expect you to call me.
First of all..
As you can guess I'm addicted to music.
Even though I don't really dress like it most of the time.
I absolutely love photography/modeling.
Most of the pictures that I have where you can't see both my hands, I probably took myself:]
fuck, I'm single.
I curse sometimes.
I love purevolume but I don't go on here as much as I used to.
I'll usually approve anyone on here because I don't judge people.
I'll actually reply to your comments and messages.
add me =] it will make me happy.
aim: brokeincityky
^I know how to spell broken, but I am seriously thee worst speller.
I'm broke and in serious need of a job and some income.
I am very, very indecisive.
Wasting my time is what I do best.
I carry around pretty good grades even though I don't look or act like it.
Go veggies
I'm a naturally crazy girl.
I love to just be a happy-go-lucky kid.
I love to have fun.
And I can be a little strange sometimes:]
I hate when people make fun of the 'emo kids'
I do have a very very sensitive side.
And a hardcore-rockin-headbangin-amazingness side!
And a wild-outofcontrol-randomass-spazzout side! (you'll probably see this one the most)
I have mood swings rapidly and unexpectedly.
That's just the way I am.
And you can't change that:]
okay I think you get the picture
hey, who reads these things anyway?
And last of all...
These are mostly all my favorite bands (I put them in here because they wouldn't all show up on my tags section) and yes, I actually do listen to all of them:
30 seconds to mars, 311, acceptance, AC/DC, aerosmith, AFI, a fine frenzy, aiden, alamance, alice in chains, amen, anti-flag, armor for sleep, artillery, ash, a static lullaby, atreyu, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, billy talent, black label society, black sabbath, bloodhound gang, blue oyster cult, bon jovi, born as ghosts, bullet for my valentine, bullets and octane, cheap trick, children of bodom, chiodos, coheed & Cambria, cold, cradle of filth, creed, cute is what we aim for, deep purple, def leppard, deftones, din, disturbed, downer, drowning pool, emery, evanescence, eve 6, explosions in the sky, falling up, fear factory, feeder, fell far behind, filter, finger elevan, flyleaf, from first to last, glassjaw, godsmack, good charlotte, guana apes, guns n roses, gwar, halifax, [hed] planet earth, hawthorne heights, incubus, inked in blood, iron maiden, jimi hendrix, kansas, keane, kid rock, kids in the way, killswitch engage, kiss, korn, lacuna coil, led zeppelin, lifehouse, limp bizkit, linkin park, machine head, marilyn manson, megadeth, metallia, mew, mika, minus the bear, monster magnet, motley crue, mudvayne, my chemical romance!!!, my vitriol, new found glory, nirvana, of truth and stories, ok go, one minute silence, orgy, ozzy osbourne, panic! at the disco, pantera, papa roach, paramore, pearl jam, peter bjorn and john, people in planes, pink floyd, pitchshifter, plain whits t's, P.O.D., puddle of mudd, queens of the stone age, racing speedhorn, rage against the machine, red hot chili peppers, rise against, scary kids scaring kids, saosin, senses fail, sepultura, shadows fall, shiny toy guns, slayer, slipknot, snow patrol, soulfly, spineshake, stevie ray vaughn, sublime, sugarcult, system of a down, taking back sunday, taproot, testament, the academy is..., the acro-brats, the addicts, the beatles, the black parade, the bravery, the doors, the dollyrots, the dresden dolls, the kinks, the misfits, the red jumpsuit apparatus, the rolling stones, the step kings, the sounds, the used, the weepies, the white stripes, the who, third eye blind, thousand foot krutch, thrice, thursday, trivium, underoath, vacant stare, van halen, vast, velvet revolver, white zombie, wolfmother, zz top
okay I think you get the picture
hey, who reads these things anyway?
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I'm giving up.
I'm Giving Up.
Im giving up.
Hey, what a surprise, right?
I've decided it doesnt matter anymore.
I dont care what people think.
I dont care what people say.
Im giving up.
All these years,
through good and bad,
I've been suffering.
Immune to emotion for sometime,
happy and crazy the next.
Now you all can see,
Im giving up.
I dont care anymore.
Thats been said a thousand times.
But this time,
I mean it.
I am going to do what I want to do,
not what you want me to do.
Say what you say,
think what you think.
Im giving up.
Now, when I say I'm giving up,
that doesnt mean Ill hide,
go away forever.
Dont thin this is the last of me.
When I say Im giving up,
I am no longer hiding.
I am giving up hiding.
So now you all can see who I really am.
Depressed,
angry as I may be,
I am immune to you.
To you and all your little people.
Confused,
bewildered as you may be,
it doesnt matter anymore than it ever did.
You know, I used to follow you.
Wish I were like you.
Wish I could be you.
Now I know,
my wishes arent exact.
Im giving up wishing.
I dont have a reason to be writing this.
I gave up emotion a long time ago.
Words dont make sense sometimes,
until you scribble them down.
That is why I am writing this.
I am giving up thinking.
I am not going to think about it anymore.
I am going to be free.
Do what I want,
Say what I want,
Go where I want.
I am immune to you.
You affect me no longer.
Your affliction took me over once,
but now it is gone,
I no longer long.
I am giving up you.
Dont get me wrong.
I will still stay with you.
But then again, maybe I wont.
Keep your friends close,
but keep your enemies closer.
Ever hear of that before?
No matter how hard I try,
I can not escape.
You hold me forever in your mind.
The future set,
until next year.
Where we can start over,
Again.
Next year.
The future.
I am giving up hope.
I will not plan my life any further.
Go only where I go,
Do only what I do.
I will not plan ahead very far.
Only to the next hour or so.
I am giving up my set future.
This is a lot to take in at once,
I suppose.
I have taken in more at a time,
more in one day,
more in one year.
I am still giving up.
Immune to emotion.
I do not care.
No longer hiding much.
No more following.
Time for me to break away.
To end this now.
I am giving up at last.
"Absolutely Nothing" a poem
"Absolutely Nothing"
Unknown
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it.
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.
Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thin to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly.
That's why on the back of a brown paper bad
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.
written by a guy (this is the sweetest thing)
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and
say "thank you."
Kiss us when no
one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )
Also "getting some" is not the only thing EVERY guy cares about.
Girls, proof of this is if a guy will wait for you to be "ready" to "take your relationship to the next level"
Not all guys are the same. And we're not all perfect either. We're only human.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry, disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your
lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this
repost as written by a guy :]
hey girls, you are beautiful
i took this from my friend...
"Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey girls, you are beautiful." -gerard way
isn't it funny....
"hate emo" ?
well read this...
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
ISN'T IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone.
are you laughing?
Isn't it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
ISN'T IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking and smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
i'm not laughing.
IT'S SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
ISN'T IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
How can you call a girl a poser, how can you say "you're not emo" or "attention seeker" without spending a second trying to figure out why there are cuts on her wrists and why she spends her lunchtimes crying instead of laughing with her friends.
keep on laughing.
isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her life
BRAVE is not going up on stage and stripping
BRAVE is not saying a speech
BRAVE is not dumping your boyfriend
BRAVE is going to school every day and not for a second care what the whores around you are saying about your clothes
it's listening to your own music and being proud of it
it's going through every day with the things people say to your face and behind your back and you still keep quiet
it's knowing what your "friends" are saying about you and still calling them your friends!
BRAVE is knowing that tomorrow isnt a bright and happy future
it's another day of bitching and dodging rumors
that's right..
keep on laughing
if you agree put this in your blog
Red Burns August
hey once again havent heard from u in a while lol im
sure ur busy though thats not a bad thing. so how are
u?
posted Jan 27
Red Burns August
ah jersey thats right i live in kansas kinda far lol.
well have fun tonight happy new years!
posted Dec 31
Red Burns August
ya of course we would party together how fun would that
be lol. so where are u from again i keep forgetting lol
posted Dec 31
Red Burns August
ya i got ditched i had plans but ppl would rather do
other things i guess so im stuck here gotta make the
best of it i guess
posted Dec 31
Red Burns August
well i hope u have a fun night tonight hope u dont do
any drugs either!
posted Dec 31
Red Burns August
i have msn messenger but i doubt u have that but im
always on here so whenever ur on lets talk lol. ya i
dont like drunk ppl too much shit happens. do u really
get high? u dont seem like the drug doing type
posted Dec 31
Red Burns August
well u need to get on here lil more often cuz i like
talking to u! happy new years eve too u too! ya im
bored as hell right now and all my friends are goin out
to get shitfaced so im not doin that and theres nothin
to do here so ill end up stayin home : (
posted Dec 31
Red Burns August
hey whats goin on? havent talked to u in a while again
so jus thought i\'d comment ya
posted Dec 28